Journal Entry for November 23, 2009
November 23, 2009 10:41pm
I need to vent....
There is so much turmoil going on in my life and my family and I am suffering the consequences because I cannot make …
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saige1963
3:43pm, November 17, 2009
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About Me
saige1963
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About Me
I am married for the second and last time.I lost my first husband of 14 years to cancer. He left behind me and two teenage children.My kids are grown but now I have two teenage stepchildren and five grandkids!! I suffer from Depression and Fibromyalgia, along with a couple other minor things.I also have problems with insomnia and have to medicate for that.I am 45 years old and my medicine cabinet makes me look like I am 105!!
I am married for the second and last time.I lost my first husband of 14 years to cancer. He left behind me and two teenage children.My kids are grown but now I have two teenage stepchildren and five grandkids!! I suffer from Depression and Fibromyalgia, along with a couple other minor things.I also have problems with insomnia and have to medicate for that.I am 45 years old and my medicine cabinet makes me look like I am 105!!
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I love my family especially those grandkids.I also love photography and scrapbooking.I do a little freelance photography which is what I would love to do instead of my transportation job.I do computer work and payroll work in a dispatch office for one of the biggest companies in the world, working with the transportation fleet.I love my work but sometimes it gets overwhelming when I don't have concentration.
I love my family especially those grandkids.I also love photography and scrapbooking.I do a little freelance
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Journal Entry for November 17, 2009
November 17, 2009 3:52pm
I think we're going to be having winter in a few days.I am not ready for it.I have today off and it is cold,rainy and windy and my fibro is …
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Journal Entry for November 14, 2009
November 14, 2009 8:52am
It looks like it's going to be a nice day.I have to spend the second half of it at work but that's not too bad.I have tomorrow …
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Journal Entry for November 11, 2009
November 11, 2009 1:02pm
My last day off til Monday and I am keeping pretty busy.I am working on a Children's Miracle Network project and had to work with …
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Journal Entry for November 10, 2009
November 10, 2009 7:19pm
I think John hid my smileys again.I know they take up alot of room on the tool bar but I use them now and then.And you can F11 to get the …
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What a sweet story!! I believe in angels too.......I'm doing OK, My knee is still giving me grief, try to stay off my feet as much as possible and that's hard, I want to go for a walk so bad in this nice weather cuz I know it won't last long! Mostly I sit in my recliner going thru recipes, gotta get into the cookie baking mode soon! Take care!
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Thanks so much for leaving your message on my journal. it's good to know someone else knows trucker dont deserve the reputation they have. the goodness of your co-workers brought tears to my eyes.
Th anks again.
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Nope, no snow yet but it's been raining a lot! I used one of those patches once on my shoulder and I got a bad rash, guess I'm allergic to whatever is in it! Yeah, I've been having a lot of pain too in my lower back and legs, keeps me awake sometimes, It's probably my Arthritis. I've been sticking close to home......Hope your back gets better soon!
Chicken Soup
We don't get typhoons, just the residuals of broken down hurricanes or a major typhoon. They had a massive earthquake in this area years back when I lived out of state but it could happen again. CA is full of fault lines. I have felt one or 2 quakes, but was nothing more than a jolt, just enough to feel. Our major weather systems here are either very strong rainstorms with thunder & lightening or very strong "highs" which give us endless days of extreme heat. Rather kind of boring. Hardly have cold enough nights to turn the trees, sometimes it does but a very short time period. Most Halloweens around here can be done just in long sleeves etc. This year Anjy will be off that night so she can take the kidlet around to collect her candy or maybe to an N/A party. Last night she took the kid to a n/a dinner and Savannah won the raffle...LOl it was a free plate of the dinner they had. Anjy was glad for that but Savannah was just thrilled wither her name being drawn.....she didn't care what she won, just that she WON! You have a good week too, should go out and help Bill get the place ready for the storm, but then he never helps me inside so maybe I will just go wash dishes or something. Take care
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I have suffered from depression and PTSD all my life.I try not to make other miserable around me but sometimes that doesn't work.I have sisters who are lost to the disease and I do not want to be like them.I thank God someone guided me here.
Close Fibromyalgia
Diagnosed with Fibro in 2003 after suffering for many years and being made to believe it was all in my head.
Treatments
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I start being SAD from September til after Christmas then I start a countdown til spring just to focus on better days.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused as a child by"friends of the family."Mom made me feel bad and I have had to deal with that all my life.
Treatments
Open Bereavement
I lost my first husband in 1997 to cancer.He had it 14 months before he died.Also lost a granddaughter to stillbirth in 2006.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I used it a lot in the past.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I had teenagers to raise and horses.I kept really busy
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Lots of our friends remember him and like to reminisce along with me.It is good for me and them.
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Scrapbooking has been my obsession since 1998.I have made memorial books for my kids.I also made an angel book for Kaylee Jo,my stillborn granddaughter
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- This is the best support group in the world
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking on here has helped me a lot and I have had the honor of being able to help others on here.
- Time Working / Worked
- Believe it or not,it does get easier with time.
Open Eating Disorders
I am a binge eater,using food for comfort all my life resulting from a traumatic childhood.I am older now,46 and I am worried about my health and want to change my habits so I can live a longer life.
