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About Me
xamberxleighx
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About Me
I love listening to people and in turn I hate burdening others with my problems. I'd rather listen to someone vent, than vent on them. However, I need people in my life, people to turn to. I tend to push people away, even when I'm craving them the most. I usually don't understand myself or know how to explain what I'm feeling, so don't expect to either xD I get confusing...and pretty annoying if you ask me. I have the best friends ever. They put up with all my shit. I like to get to know new people and I enjoy making friends, even if I seem a little uncomfortable with it at first. I love hugs, poking, animals, music, and compassion. I'm bisexual and I'm struggling to be okay with it and learning to love myself. Send me a hug and talk to me ^_^
I love listening to people and in turn I hate burdening others with my problems. I'd rather listen to someone vent, than vent on them. However, I need people in my life, people to turn to. I tend to push people away, even when I'm craving them the most. I usually don't understand myself or know how to explain what I'm feeling, so don't expect to either xD I get confusing...and pretty annoying if you ask me. I have the best friends ever. They put up with all my shit. I like to get to know new people
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Interests
I love to read, take pictures, study psychology, listen to music, and hang out with my friends. I'm a pretty well rounded person. I love being close to people; hugging, poking, cuddling, having deep talks, and just being with people.
I love to read, take pictures, study psychology, listen to music, and hang out with my friends. I'm a
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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1 hug given, 1 journal post
Yesterday
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xamberxleighx updated their status 10:13pm
I'm still happy in some aspects, but people are pissing me off.…
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xamberxleighx changed their mood to Bad 10:13pm
Saturday
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xamberxleighx updated their status 11:46am
I am far, far, farrrrr beyond happy at this moment in time ^_^ New journal...…
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xamberxleighx gave CloudStrife a hug 11:44am
*hugs* If you need to talk, I'm here =]…
Friday
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xamberxleighx updated their status 10:59pm
I am far, far, farrrrr beyond happy at this moment in time ^_^…
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Journal
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Hugbook
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thanks. *hugs*
Moment of Peace
ily too!
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You've always got a community here that understands. Take care!
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lol, good to hear it. ^_^ im really glad you're feeling better.
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so, aside from what you've told me so far, how's your day been?
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Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
I'm bisexual. Love knows no gender. That's about all there is to the story.
Close Anger Management
I get really angry, really easily. Especially when it comes to my family. I just have no tolerence with them.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes it helps, sometimes it only makes it worse.
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
My grandma, who I was really really close to, died of ovarion cancer a few years ago. My uncle also died of soft cell tissue sarcoma and my cousin is currently in remission for lukemia. My other uncle was in chemo and is now in remission. My grandfather was diagnosed with cancer in his throat, but died early due to a MRSA infection in his port.
Open High School Stress
I'm in high school, what else is there to say? It's pretty stressful I guess...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Would mean giving my parents a reason. I'd rather not...
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Definately support from my friends.
Open Teen Anxiety
Well obviously I'm a teen. But I think most of my anxiety comes from the fact that I think wayyyy too much. I overthink and overanalyze everything until I just give up altogether.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Music seems to help with a lot of things.
Open Pet Bereavement
From the time I was born until now, I've lost 4 of my very close friends Fawn (Boxer dog), Rudy (Siamese cat), Whisper (cat), and Gizmo (cat).The latest pet I have lost was my best friend in the whole world and my support system. My guinea pig Blackie was over 8 years old and I had him since 4th grade. (I'm now in 11th) He was everything to me and I miss him more than I could ever imagine. I just want him back... =/
Open Depression - Teen
This hasn't been seeming like such a big deal, as it used to be. Maybe it's going away and I'm learning to be happy? I hope so...
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Music pretty much determines my mood. When I feel sad or depressed though, I WANT to listen to sad songs.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I've lost two of my pets recently...and it's not helping as much...
- Psychotherapy Considering
- It would mean telling my parents why...which I don't really want to do...
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Not family...friends though...
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Writing helps with a lot of things.
Open Migraine Headaches
My mom gets horrible migraines, as do I on occasion. Usually I just get lots of headaches, but sometimes I'll get a migraine that just completely wipes me out and makes me stay inside and not do anything for days.
Treatments
Open Depression
Read above ^
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I'm bisexual =]
Open Insomnia
This has been getting better recently too ^_^ I've been sleeping more and better.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Ha gets boring after a while.
- Lavender Not Working
- I tried lavender for a bit. The smell overwhelmed me and it didn't really do anything to help.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- It depends. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it just makes me want to stay up and dance xD
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- If it's a boring book, it'll help me fall asleep a little, but who reads boring books? I'll just read the whole book and not sleep at all.
Open Teen Sexuality
Well I'm bisexual and hey, sexuality issues are something almost everyone deals with =]
Open Dizziness & Vertigo
I get dizzy a lot at the most random times. I can be sitting at the computer and just feel completely light and floaty headed or dizzy. Sometimes the room will tilt like it's on a balance scale. I don't know if it all means something. My mom gets vertigo occasionly sometimes too.
Open Healthy Sex
Cause I can =]
Open Bereavement - Teens
I never knew my grandmother, but she died on May 16, 20 years ago. My grandma died on May 10, 2006. She was the only person in my family who I felt extremely close to, and I still miss her like crazy every day. My grandfather recently died on April 16, 2009. I am still shocked, because it was sudden and very overwhelming. I had an uncle who died about two years ago, however I was not extremely close to him.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Can help. Distractions are nice.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Music is always somewhat helpful.
- Pets Not Working
- Used to work, until my best friend and guinea pig, Blackie passed away. Now I have Rose, my dog, but it's not the same.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Always worth a try?
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- With friends mostly...as a distraction.
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- It stops hurting so much...but it's still there...
Open Body Modification
I loveeee piercings =] Unfortunately my parents think otherwise...they don't want me to get anything but my ears pierced and no tattoos...but they've got something coming xD
Open Healthy Relationships
Trying to make the relationship I'm in now last. He's a great guy and I really, really like him. I just don't want to mess things up.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- writing always helps
