My Ethnics, My Code of Life By Brittany A. F.
November 3, 2009 5:43pm
had to write this essay for school i hope you like it i loved writting it My Ethnics, My Code of …
Goal Completed on Aug 11, 09
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About Me
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About Me
my name is Sriena i'm 18 and this is me ................. stressed beyond all reason/ cant stop think about "what if?"/ OCD/Depression/Cutting/ was abused by my dad in my past/ been down my lowest of lows and higest of highs But i escape to my anime, poetry and music to release me..but to all im either EMO, GOTH, OR A WHORE. call me wat you can i truly dont care.......................
my name is Sriena i'm 18 and this is me ................. stressed beyond all reason/ cant stop think about "what if?"/ OCD/Depression/Cutting/ was abused by my dad in my past/ been down my lowest of lows and higest of highs But i escape to my anime, poetry and music to release me..but to all im either EMO, GOTH, OR A WHORE. call me wat you can i truly dont care.......................
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Interests
i sing / write poetry and i just let my heart do the talking about what i've been through, not to mention i love anime, and love to bask in death and romances w/ vampires and the living dead for that is i ( since i am the goddess of seduction b/c of the Bast's will.(I use it well.)anything mor on the vamp side of things let me kno! i also like magick so any mor on tht let me kno too!
i sing / write poetry and i just let my heart do the talking about what i've been through, not to mention
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Recent Activity
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Journal
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2009
October 29, 2009 3:41pm
Tears stream down my faceI sit crying wanting to be wantedBut its just a wasteCrying for what reason or whose to … -
A Poem Dedicated To ***MY*** Love Damian
October 19, 2009 7:51pm
He is my life.He is the air I breatheEverywhere I go or if wanting to leaveHe follows meHis sweet smileHis caring heartHis … -
Journal Entry for October 12, 2009
October 12, 2009 6:23am
every day goes by and the night get shorter ......the number gets lower ooooh i just cant wait its less thn a year and i'm ready to …
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Journal Entry for October 3, 2009
October 3, 2009 5:38pm
my heart hurts because of distance and time
i feel he'll never "truly" love me
i feel that my love …
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Yeah I did :)
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Hi hun how are you today? I hope your having a good weekend!
I’m With You
Hey thanks for the friend request. I escape with anime too! I see we're in a lot of the same groups. Glad to meet ya
Flower
Hello Hunni hope you are okay. Thinking of you xx
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thanks for the request
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
depression.....the thing that haunt me so many meds really aren't my cure i've been through alot in my pass....nothing needs to really be said.... no one can fix me now
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- art abstract only/emotion is in volved
- Meditation Not Working
- i can help other but not myself by this
- Music Working / Worked
- ahhhh....music...is what sooths the soul..but only for a moment and not what i listen to
- Pets Working / Worked
- my kitten is great becase i know she loves me when others don't
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- positive yeah good utill you hide everything in and then explode.... and end up doing something..."bad"
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- not going back she scares the hell out of me and makes me want to die because she gets in side my thoughts and just tells me how fucked up i am ...which leads me in to wanting something i can't have....
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- tell me im not alone tell me you love me
- Writing Working / Worked
- still working on poetry i write its is my escape...but as i go back and read them again i get pulled back in ..but i enjoy writing them
Close Self-Injury
where to begin lets just say their my friends
Treatments
- Red Marker Not Working
- STUPID!!!
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- yeah and it also makes the blood flow fast and rise too
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- im a artistic girl right? thn love me and do critize what i do
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I never will for give him
- Leave Not Working
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- PAINFUL
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Cervical Cancer
my ex gf has cervical cancer and it scares me i wan to be there for her but she keeps pushing me away .... i love her so much ...i luv u summer please be safe
Open Rape
i was raped by my ex bf and my cousin thn they did it to gether it hurt and now im scared for life and i cant ge t the memories to go away
Open Panic Attacks
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
- Patience Not Working
- get real
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- die stupid again no one understands
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- STUPID SHE FREAKS ME OUT ....SO I SAID BYE BYE!! *chills*
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Groups
Triggers Panic Attacks And Flashbacks
Ur Not Alone
Anything music
Anime Club
the emo support
central ohio gay youth
Wicked Fan Club!
SelfInjurers Looking For Love.
Recovery For A Broken Heart
Suicide Lookout
group911Only
No One Will Be Left Behind
EverythingForEveryone
plain anything
We love DamianG very much.
A Poetry Only Club
Forgotten Dreams...
Any time you Need a Friend
Heavy Metal Headbangers
WE LOVE DAMIANG!!!!!!!!!!!
Forever freinds who i love
Helpline support Numbers
Trusting others with our thoughtsworries
psychosis
