flowerchild23's Journal

So I should be happy because i finally had the dreaded surgery i was worrying so much about, and as usual im still miserable, coming out of this anesthetic has been hell (  mood wise) and trying to make people understand that my moods are all fucked up because of a surgery isnt so eazy nor believable. Today I had to walk away from Sean to be alone in our room because we were arguing for nothing, basically the BP talking so i remove myself from the situation and i explain why before i do, its easier than fighting for no good godman reason. I feel like a fucking loose canon all the time and ppl i think are afraid of me