rgrantbriner's Journal

It is getting harder and harder always to have a smile on and pretednd to be ok. I am so tired of you look ok so you should be ok. I am tired of taking a fist full of pills every day just to get through the pain. My husbond tries to understand but he is not in pain so he doesnt get it. I was always the motivated one in the house and now I am lucky if we go for walk with the dogs once a day. I cant go alone, the kids are getting to the age that they dont want to go for a walk they rather play computer games. Well need to go to work and put on that smile so the world wont be put out. Tyr to keep smiling I will too.