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CherieS
Female, 40, Tacoma, WA
"Hope=To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment"
12:08pm, January 19, 2009
Sep 13th 7:00pm Mood
Saturday, September 13, 2008 | A Frustrating story

F it.  I give.  Always trying so hard to be positive.  I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me.

Havent heard a word from my children in weeks.  Guess I have been officially forgotten.

Well I'm rather good at avoidance and pushing others away.  Think I have perfected it.  If I never leave my room I could care less.  I can listen to music and read and play games on my offline computer.

If I go missing after this... its only because I am hiding.

F it.

 

Guess I got a big F for trusting men, and a C for managing my depression.

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  1. precious67

    Hey girl... I'm not going to try to offer you some wishy-washy condolences to try to cheer you up, cuz we both know those don't work when you're down. But I did want to say that you're NOT forgotten, at least by me, and I at least know where you're coming from... I've been there. I'll send you a hug too, and tell you that you can write to me and vent anytime you need to, k? Take care of you! --Lisa


    precious67

  2. gravelady

    You changed your avatar and I haven't been able to locate you all week. I have been thinking about you and all those hugs you have been passing around here. I feel a lot like you do--the ''trusting'' and the managing!! Don't let the ""man"" get to you. And stay on the managing the depression. I'll be cheering you on. Hugs, Sharon


    gravelady

  3. RainyDey

    Hugs


    RainyDey

  4. leahshell

    Oh i do SO know what you are feeling, and going through. IT SUCKS....I keep thinking it will get better....still waiting...We just have to hang in here!!!! If ya need to talk I'm here...LEAH


    leahshell

  5. camiam

    Cherie I am a MAN and have I done or said one thing that could not be trusted, that I may an exeption I'll give you, but I hope you didn't remove me because I'm a man, that just wouldn't be fair....and WHERE THE HELL ELSE would I get my daily uplifting quotes lol Hey I care about all of my friends!


    camiam

  6. Micall

    95% of mankind are good its the 5% that makes us believe diferent sometimes, that goes for men and women. I hope you can get out of the rut your in and can trust people on DS. We're all here to help each other, (HUGZ)


    Micall

  7. nanaof7

    I think as women we've all been where you are at some point in our life. Take it 'one day at a time'. I miss your hugs and cute bits of wisdom. I'm here for you anytime.... Love, Georgia


    nanaof7

  8. Scorp55

    HEY, WHAT IS UP ?? STOP ALL OF THIS TALK ... EVERYONE HAS DESPAIR AND GRIEF IN THEIR LIVES ... I TOO HAVE BEEN FORGOTTEN ... AT TIMES .. IT'S A PART OF LIFE ... MOSTLY PEOPLE ARE JUST GOING ON WITH THEIRS ... STAY FOCUSED, AND REMEMBER THAT YOU COUNT, AND YOU TOO ARE IMPORTANT TO OTHERS, EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL THAT WAY .... LOVE MARIE


    Scorp55

  9. briar

    Wishing you some rays of sunshine to brighten up your day. ((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))


    briar

  10. briar

    weeks? years for us, they will not realize until they are older what it means for communication.
    You could find something you like --maybe scrapbooking and you can post stuff in there and that you dont have to leave your room for. Maybe journal if that helps. I love music too.
    Hoping you can find something to get your cheer up again...
    You are a worthwhile person deserving of lots of love and respect. you Just have to focus on you and leave it at that for now. You are worth it so just love yourself !!! hugs


    briar

  11. Hokte

    hope you are ok........men suck.....most do...hope you feel better soon......


    Hokte

  12. Elliot88

    Forgotten? NEVER. Not by me...


    Elliot88

  13. Judibm

    To feel like what you are feeling is okay. We all have our highs and lows at times. I am not trying to change your way of thinking. but sitting on the "Pity Pot" hurts to much. Your bottom gets too red from sitting there.
    There are several sayings that poeple have told me.
    "Let your attitude dictate your your situation, not your situation dictate your attitude. Dance with the dragon of your feels. A step of a thousand miles starts with your step.
    You help me at times when they are at the lowest. Turn around on that spiral staircase and come up to the sunshine.

    Love, peace and Serenity, Judi


    Judibm

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