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kluveling 
11:30am, June 24, 2009
I called the regional manager about all of my problems I have been having at work with the employees. It turns out that I almost got fired because he found out that my husband works for the competion. Corporate decided that I can stay, but the people are still mean to me. I went to one guy who complained that I pushed him and when I apologized I sounded snotty. He complained about this to the distirct manager. So I went to him and asked if I could talk to him for a min. I told him that there was a lot going on and if I pushed him that I apologized. He stated that my apology was not sincere then and was not sincere now and walked away.I would never do something like this. The girl spent the whole day one day going behind me and correcting or fixing everything that I did. The pain they are putting me through and the fact that I have to take extra meds because of this job is just not worth it anymore. I am somewhat numb, but have decided to look for another job. Wish me luck!!
This morning when I woke up the first thing my husband did was confront me about my son.For a half hour while I was eating, he berated me about how I let him do what ever he wants. He just went on and on. I have no idea what I am going to do. I do adress my son's issues, but not always in front of my husband.I do not believe that all the same battles need to be fought that my husband does. He is constantly expressing his joy at when my son turns 18 and he can leave the house. Hearing this really makes me love my husband even more. I do resent my husband for this and he needs counceling. he is obsessed about my son.I should see if there is a support group about this.
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Work has caused me to go on to another anxiety med. Great just what I need. I still keep my head down and talk really soft so no one complains about the tone of my voice(read previous entries)I don't talk to anyone. My boss says that they try to be nice to me, but there not. What am I supposed to do, jump in and say Hi to everyone. Right at this point in the program, they would look at me stupid and just keep on talking. I talked to the Regional Manager about the situation tonight. He didn't really give a lot up, but he said he would discuss with my boss some team building skills. They would all throw me under the bus right now and I'm not really sure why. I have done nothing to these people and they don't understand the hurt they are causing. One even stated that he did not care. Thank god he is leaving in May. We will see what repocucions come out of this and make my job even more unbearable.Until then.
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God Luck. Sounds like you need another job to me. This one does not sound good.
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When i had depression a few years ago, people seemed to cold-shoulder me but now I'm better, I can see how my bad mood was rubbing off onto others. This in turn, affected the way they treated me and everthing became a bit of a vicious circle. I'm sticking my neck out a bit here, but I'm wondering whether team-building could actually be good for your depression. It sounds to me as if you've gone into your shell a little and need helping out of it again. Give it a go, as I think looking for another job would add stress on top of the things you suffer from already. I hope I've helped a little.
I got pulled into the office yesterday to talk to the DM. Apparently I am not doing well. Some of the mechanics that call have been complaining about me. One stated that I argued with him over what Auto part he needed. The DM basically states along with everything else that I do wrong that I have to change my tone of voice for the customers. Now its the way I talk and there are certain phone lines that I can't answer because they(the mechanics) don't want to talk to me anyways. One guy still hates me. when the two of us work together, he won't say a word to me unless it is about work. And Cathy, who i vaule very much(not sure why) Kept telling the other employee how proud she was of him for working for a mechanic to learn things. She kept saying it over and over again. My husband can't focus on our marraige, because he is to focused on EVERYTHING my son(his stepson) Does wrong. It all hurts so bad and every time I turn around, something else is said or done to add to the pain. I have constant tears in my eyes. What are people thinking? Do they care, and why not. Shouldn't people learn from their pain, or maybe from others?
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life is so hard hun. I know and life never promised us it would be fair. Try and just take one day at a time and keep calm. Yes people care but they are you have to remember wraped up in their own lives. It could be a hundred reasons why people act the way they do some times. You just do the best you can everyday. You are only in control of yourself so just be kind even if people are mean to you . Sooner of later they come around and if they don't it was not meant to be.
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people can be very hurtful. a smile can go a long way. ask God for wisdom.
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alot on your plate. cross my fingers for you.
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elainebr
YOU ARE BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE AND I TRULY HOPE THIS ALL WORKS OUT FOR YOU. EVERYONE IS HERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED TO TALK. LOTS OF HUGS AND PRAYERS TOO.
gramybear
Your husband sounds like he wants you all to himself. This is typical in mixed familys. Maybe if you demonstrate lots of love for your husband he will be more secure. But not in front of the boy. Good luck.
lydia979