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kshort49
Female, 60, Rocky Point, NY
"Still looking for work. It's been 1 year now, and still no job. I'm very frustrated."
5:16pm, June 19, 2009
Will the black cloud leave soon? Mood
Saturday, May 30, 2009 | A Frustrating story
Hi everyone-its been a while since I updated my journal. I just wish that I could have more good stuff to write about. Not yet, I guess. I still don't have a job-its been over a year now, and I've lost almost everything. I don't know what I am going to do. Then 3 weeks ago, my sister died unexpectedly from cancer, and within the past 2 weeks, I lost 2 other friends from cancer. We met when we were all diagnosed with breast cancer. It is so scary because after so many years, the cancer is coming back and killing my friends. I sure don't want it to activitate in me-Im not cured, but am in remission, and I want to keep it that way.  Then 2 weeks ago, I fell, hitting my head on a cememt floor, and have some brain problems. Bad headaches, I'm unbalanced, and reading is starting to bother me.  I just want something good to happen, you know?  One good thing that DID happen was my daughter graduated college and will be starting on her Masters in Sept. I'm so proud of her.  I try to keep positive, but like I said, it is like a cloud is just following me around.Sorry this is such a down note, but appreciate being able to vent here-I live alone, except when my daughter is home (my son lives in Spain), and really don't want to drag anyone else with my problems. Thanks for listening.
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  1. heathers74

    It seems as if we are all having a hard time this week. I am so very sorry for your loss. Remember that I'm here for you if you need to talk. Take care. ~heather


    heathers74

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