1/9/07, It is 2:23 a.m. meaning …
1/9/07, It is 2:23 a.m. meaning it is another sleepless night. I still have trouble believing that I developed …
did the yoga class. hurt my shoulder. used the machines. so exhausted now. took a codeine. back in bed for a while. cancelled haircut. will go tomorrow. too much today. it's going to take longer than one week for me to regain the strength i had before the flu and then the cold. everyone thanked me for staying home sick. i only wish everyone could afford to. can't believe there are jobs with no sick leave. not the country i grew up in. always could get a new job within the week, vacation and sick leave. appreciation. now-none of that. and guys in their 40's might never get work again? too depressing. change subject.\\
saw john steinbeck's three films on tcm. east of eden, grapes of wrath, and of mice and men. very different reseeing these films at almost 70. they're so different from when i first saw them as a teenager. now i have a much better understanding. so it's good to get old. mom used to say it's like getting to the end of a novel, you see how everything turns out. loved the films. full of hope and love, fear and family. my dr. says that disfunctional family is redundent. too true.
two nice russian men are here today installing new heater and AC. had to call BBB to tell them that sear's had installed it incorrectly. so now they are fixing this. no cost. about time. can't take the heat or the cold. no one reads my journals. must be too dull. my life sure is.
1/9/07, It is 2:23 a.m. meaning it is another sleepless night. I still have trouble believing that I developed …
I've given up the idea of ever being "pain free" or "feeling normal" it took a few years. And i …
Near the community where I live, there is a parent support group that meets every month. This was extremely helpful …
Hhhhrrrmmmppphhh!!!!! I read your journals!!! And I enjoy them! Glad you got the heat and air issue worked out. Hope you are feeling better and that your shoulder feels better soon!
DixieBlue
I don't usually read journals but yours frequently catches my eye. They're interesting!
SamUL
Your entries are not boring at all. I'm impressed with the way you manage to stay on schedule with you exercise program. I'm divorced and, honestly, I don't know if I could handle marriage. The energy it takes! Lo! I've spent almost all holidays alone, in bed. I don't think that my family really understands. But they do try. My animals keep me on a schedule, entertain me, and give me unconditional love.
Does keeping this journal help you. I haven't journaled here but think I'll give it a try. I like the way that you make entries throughout your day. Wishing you a pain-free and wonderful evening. Huge Hugs. Suz
Libra