too sad
don't have an excuse. too tired out today. not going out yet. just sad. know it will pass. like gas. wish i could fart it out. chemicals …
I have been sick for more than 20 years. I do not blog about it and I feel lonely. Am on a new treatment the last two years and now am feeling much stronger and still lonely. Sleep studies showed I had sleep apnea and no deep sleep. My Dr. started me on XYREM , SODIUM OXYBATE, and I began to sleep deeply. The first day after I woke up I BEGAN to remember things from the radio, and books and life that I HADN\'t thought about for years. Then I began to tear down the morning gloryvines that were covering my windows! tHE light came in! Now I am on the road to recovery, a long slow journey . I have 4 children and 4 grand- children and a supportive husband and I thank G-D. Now I have to learn to live again. I am not the same person I was and may never be again. Loss of confidence in myself, depressive, anxious. Unfamiliar and unwanted feelings.
I have been sick for more than 20 years. I do not blog about it and I feel lonely. Am on a new treatment the last two years and now am feeling much stronger and still lonely. Sleep studies showed I had sleep apnea and no deep sleep. My Dr. started me on XYREM , SODIUM OXYBATE, and I began to sleep deeply. The first day after I woke up I BEGAN to remember things from the radio, and books and life that I HADN\'t thought about for years. Then I began to tear down the morning gloryvines that were covering
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6 journal posts, 2 hugs given, 1 hug received, 1 journal comment
Abotsd wrote a discussion post in the Fibromyalgia support group: sadness 2:34pm
just so sad today.....?…
Abotsd wrote a journal entry updating their Be a happy person goal 2:26pm
don't have an excuse. too tired out today. not going out yet. just sad. know it will pass. like gas.…
Abotsd changed their mood to OK 2:26pm
Abotsd wrote a journal entry: pilates 5:08pm
really enjoyed pilates. so hard to do correctly. have only .5 of a class because i get so tired. worked…
Abotsd wrote a journal entry: self pity day 9:04pm
make it a short one. feeling so badly. must be about to rain. took the yoga. loved it. had to see dr.…
don't have an excuse. too tired out today. not going out yet. just sad. know it will pass. like gas. wish i could fart it out. chemicals …
really enjoyed pilates. so hard to do correctly. have only .5 of a class because i get so tired. worked really hard today. did treadmill for 8, as …
make it a short one. feeling so badly. must be about to rain. took the yoga. loved it. had to see dr. did it. just started to feel so stiff and …
it's been a long time since i've had such a bad headache. makes me wonder if another virus is going around. husb. complains also. it's …
dr., sleep dr. thought that i was losing too much air from the cpap because of leaks in my mask. have tried quite a few of these. didn't like …
suffering for more than 20 years with fibromyalgia and cfs. taking new drug for 2 years, xyrem, only thing that helped me. with provigil and oxycodone. thank g-d for good doctors
i'm a married woman (43yrs) i am 67 and have been suffering from fibromyalgia for at least the last 20 yrs. i never thought i was anxious, my mother was, my daughter was, and i was the cool one. but lately, i notice i'm just as nervous and frightened as anyone. wha happened? therapist says that my coping mechanisims don't work anymore and until i develop new ones i have to just deal with my basic and deeply rooted fear. am working with exercise, friendships, xanax, and therapy !
have had fibromyalgia for 25 yrs. or so. had sleepstudy. am using cpap and xyrem for sleep 2+ years and doing much better. still somewhat sick some of the day. am learning a lot from these groups. thanks.i have been married 43 yrs. have 2daughter, 2 sons, 2grandboys , 2 grandgirls. coping with depression and anxiety.
ned to learn more. have fibromyalgia, also. am almost 70 and have very dry eyes.