Getting Through The day
November 21, 2009 10:47pm
I think I am gonna go to bed early tonight. I got through the day. I wish tomorrow was Mon. so I could get some money. Hopefully Sun will fly by. …
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preshous1
1:38am, August 28, 2009
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About Me
preshous1
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About Me
I have bipolar and have had it for many yrs.since a young girl to adult hood. I struggle every single day w/ it and it effects my relationship and empolyment life. My illness makes it very difficult to deal w/ life in general and it's hard when even my doctor and councelor don't seem to understand what I am going through or how I feel. It feels no one understands.
I have bipolar and have had it for many yrs.since a young girl to adult hood. I struggle every single day w/ it and it effects my relationship and empolyment life. My illness makes it very difficult to deal w/ life in general and it's hard when even my doctor and councelor don't seem to understand what I am going through or how I feel. It feels no one understands.
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Recent Activity
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6 hugs received, 6 journal posts, 1 journal comment
Saturday
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preshous1 wrote a journal entry: Getting Through The day 10:47pm
I think I am gonna go to bed early tonight. I got through the day. I wish tomorrow was Mon. so I could…
Friday
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preshous1 wrote a journal entry: Head Hurts...in the Morning Light 9:32am
I am still feeling down today. The memories of how people have treated me worse than a dog are surfacing.…
Thursday
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preshous1 wrote a journal entry: Rough Day 10:12pm
Today was kind of a rough day for me. I was low on gas and cash so I couldn't go to my work office…
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preshous1 commented on their journal entry Feel Invisible 8:57pm
It's always about everyone else.... never 'bout me. Why can't people think about me for a change.…
Wednesday
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preshous1 wrote a journal entry: Don't You Know... 5:19pm
Don't you know...that I need to be loved?Don't you know ...I need to be cared for?Don't you…
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Head Hurts...in the Morning Light
November 20, 2009 9:32am
I am still feeling down today. The memories of how people have treated me worse than a dog are surfacing. My head still hurts and I have …
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Rough Day
November 19, 2009 10:12pm
Today was kind of a rough day for me. I was low on gas and cash so I couldn't go to my work office to take a case tomorrow. It is fustrating …
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Don't You Know...
November 18, 2009 5:19pm
Don't you know...that I need to be loved?
Don't you know ...I need to be cared for?
Don't you know...I am a human being and I have …
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Hug
I am giving you a big hug. You are a strong person and just the fact of what you have said....YOU ARE A SURVIVOR!!!!! Your going to make it and believe me I know and feel what you are saying. Hang in there....Love and hugs......Christyne
I’m With You
i am sorry for what you are going through, i do know how you feel, i hope you know i am here for you when ever you want to talk. i will try to be on more.
Hug
every one needs a hug sometimes and people like us (depression) just need them more at certain times. Here's a big one for you, hang in. There are people that know exactly how you feel even if they are not the people that are in your life at this time
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Flower
i am here for you, i hope you are ok,
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Prayer
you are in my thoughts and pryers i hope you are ok, i know how you feel. please i am here for you if you want to talk
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I only have a few friends and I try to let them know when I am feeling bad and try to talk about it. I have been through a lot in life and talking about it and going through this is REALLY hard.
- Lamictal Somewhat Helpful
- The lamictal helps but my depression and mood swings are still pretty instense and long lasting but its better than any other medicine Ive been on. It keeps me somewhat stable and sane and somehwat normal maybe as close to normal as Ill ever be. Its still not enough.
Close Sexual Abuse
preshous1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have suffered from severe depression since childhood. Therapy has never helped. Isolated in life, non functional and unproductive due to depression & lack of energy plus support. Came from a bad faimly and a bad back ground in general. Lots of hurt, deception, abuse, abandonment by others, people I should've been able to trust.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Never got to have that kinda therapy long enough to know how much it woulda helped.
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- Electroconvulsive therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Meditation Not Working
- That kinda stuff never works for me.
- Paxil Not Working
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Yeah right!
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I can talk about it all day and it doesn't solve anything or make me feel and different!
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Not enough support, not enough friends, no family.
- Trazodone Not Working
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Not Working
- Used to help when I was younger, not now.
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I got emotionally abused as a child and kid. I was put down all the time by my family and always told to shut up. I was degraded constantly.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Can't forgive crap like that! They don't deserve it and it won't help me.
- Leave Not Working
- Pain still exists, effects.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Nothing.
- Talking Not Working
- Nothing changes. Still all inside.
Open Loneliness
preshous1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Paranoia
preshous1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Rape
preshous1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
preshous1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Just need some friends, understanding and support.
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Groups
Feeling Alone
Incest Survivors
PHYSICAL AND VERBAL ABUSE SURVIVORS
Anger Ranting Venting
Anxiety Phobias and Stress
Bipolars help one another
Bipolar II
Ghosts Fact or Fiction
post traumatic stress
Social Anxiety
Standing up against abuse
Spiritual But Not Religious
Dating and New Relationships
Afraid and Confused about God
HEALING TOGETHER
Self esteem
Abuse Victims Unite
Stuck In Life
Feelings of Low Self Worth
