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AnnualGecko 
These, if asked right now to describe myself, are the words I would use - A failure, a loser (as in lost everything I once had), a coward, pathetic, useless, ugly, sad, depressed, and above all, probably lonely...
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This entry makes me sad. We have to remember we all have things about ourselves we dont like . If everone all saw our faults no one would like anyone and we would all feel the same . See past what you dont like and concentrate on all the good. I relized a long time ago that we cant be everthing to everyone even ourselves. I concentrate on what I love about myself even if its just one thing. Move forward with that and just remember God doesnt make mistakes and our bad qualities make us who we our just as much as our good and we have to embrace it. I know you have been very supportive of me and alot of others. Wow thats something special. You actualy care and your words mean alot to people. I always felt lonely and had hard issues as well with it. Then I learned to love being alone and the quiet it brings to my life. Being alone isnt a bad thing. I used to hate it now I love it. I hope you can see yourself as we do . and please smile , it always makes you feel better
Take care.
photofreek
YOU KNOW THIS IS NOT YOU. YOU ARE THE MOST WOUNDERFL PERSON THAT I MEET ON DS BESIDE OUR DS MOTHER. YOU ARE A CARE GUY THAT CARE A LOT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE I TOLD YOU THAT YESTERDAY. YOU ARE THE ONLY GUY I FEEL THAT I COULD TRUST AND YOU KNOW I HAVE TRUST ISSUE WITH GUYS AND I COULD TELL YOU WHAT I AM FEEL AND WHAT IS WRONG OR WHAT IS GO ON IN MY LIFE.
HUGSANDKISS
How you can someone be a failure if they are a winner to someone else, like your new soccer team. Do you think they'd want a failure or a loser on their winning team? How can you be thought of as a coward when you open up yourself and your most private frustrations for others to see the real you. Useless...just ask Choccy and Barny about that one. Aren't you the one that gives them the wonderful life that they have, and don't they love you for it each and everyday? Ugly.....we'll you might want to rethink that one because I can assure you if all of the gals on DS answered that question for you, you'd have to take that issue off the list right now. Besides, I don't have ugly sons. LOL Sad and depressed, same thing basically.....we all have our good days and our bad days and some more than others but that's why we're here, on DS, together, to try and support one another when the bad days creep in. Lonely......maybe in your mind and maybe when those negative thoughts creep in and you dwell on them and you think no one cares BUT someone always does, we just have to look past how we're feeling at the moment to notice. You, my son, are an amazing young man. Your a great looking guy and your sweet and honest and fun loving and you have a wonderful kind caring heart. And you have a whole lot of friends...just look at your photos...and don't forget the rest of us on DS who just adore you. Don't think your the only one that's let an opportunity in life slip by. They'll be other ones, maybe better ones, who knows. For now, we all just have to try to see the brighter side of things and take one day at a time. As for the issues we all have......together, we have to work through them. Understand them and what we can do about treating them or ridding ourselves of them. If we don't like what we see, then we have to have a good talk with ourselves and admit that we need to make a change, that we WANT to make a change, and with the help of our friends to support us, we can do just that. It's going to take effort and it's going to take some work, but nothing worthwhile ever comes easy. No pain, no gain, just like a good soccer game. Give it all you've got!
imallalone
try these - thoughtful, intelligent, caring, creative, unique, different, pensive....... :)
girl199017
Hi Andy, I'm new on this site so hope this note goes to you. It doesn't sound like you are doing well at all. I am sorry. You know I tried Cymbalta and it has helped me a lot. Have u ever tried that? And why would a nice young good looking man as you have so much against yourself. I am sort of that way but not as bad as you. I was beat a lot by my Dad. Then I married someone with a drinking problem, and I was mentally abused a lot. What was your childhood
like? Is this coming from that? I'm still scared of my Dad and I'm 54. The only reason I go around him is because of my Mother. He has caused me to have
a few panic attacks. Anyway, got to go for now. Hubby is home and need to chat with him. Hang in there and we'll chat later. shirley
CherylShirley