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caretakerofthefallen 
4:50pm November 16
2 depressed to wright i graduated problems were caused at my friends house realy drained suicidal thoughts bad will be on again and will try to explain a update again but eh idk ill be on again if i dont go through with the suicidel thoughts (haha yea right me acctully go through with it) sighs none the less im going
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i'm glad you graduated it. :) its just one more reason to live because by achieving a HS diploma, more job opportunities and a more happy/successful life is more likely for you now. :)
remember that depression is temporary. sorry, i haven't been on too much. been busy as heck going to this 1 week summer program and i'm gone from the house the entire day. stay strong like i know u can. :) You've made me proud as well as everyone else on here.
Get a good night's rest....that usually can help push the thoughts away, so you don't dwell on saddening thoughts. for me at one point, i realized i exaggerated many things and lied alot and i beat myself down about it (not physically..just mentally where i was crying the entire night). I thought of just staying up that night because i was getting numb and didn't feel like sleeping, however an hour later i went to sleep. I woke up the next day..felt a little numb, but the thoughts of the night before subsided, so it didn't bother me.
You can do the same. obviously, my scenario is alot less severe than yours, but the same method can help. :)
KSup
*hugs* ty and i hope u fel better
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