for those who did not read b4 here it is again
Ocrus, my home
By andrew zlenka
I die, i fall
Down, down, to the pits
To where the bottem where there are those who are resting, sobbing, or grieving.
When I get to the bottem I grieve of what i have done
But i don't let it overcome me death like life shall go on or will go on.
Love sadness wanting to protect
Those things keep me going and I find a ladder
Going to the top of the pit,
Each level has a stop when look I see
So many levels but i climb not for me but others,
I protect and give my body as protection for
All i love and care for.
I climb for a time, and when I rest at one of the levels
I am thrown off from nothing visible and again
I fall,
I fall all the way down back to the pits yet
I climb again getting a little farther again and again.
Once I make it to the top of the pit I see
The happiness of life but after my life is over
By probly self sacrifice, I fall once more.
I climb again to protect again to die to go in agony
For all eteirnity for love of all I care for!
Or help those that i deem worthy!
I live to die orcus, my home!
-end
(ocrus=latin for the abode of the dead)(aka the underworld)






I see. Stop me if I'm wrong but this relates to how you help people but then you get depressed if you can't get through or you help them but you're held back because of your own problems. In a way, you're letting yourself fall dude. If you fall, you should try to hang onto a ledge of one of those levels but you just fall down. To grab onto the ledge is to ask for help and take it. If you want to make it to the top without all of this constant falling, you need to hang on to that ledge and shout out for help. We're never too far away from you. Call on us and we'll help.
CloudStrife
maybe but if the people that try to help may fall also and ill feel bad for making them fall again v.v
caretakerofthefallen
But that's our decision and that's the risk we're willing to take.
CloudStrife
i guess..
caretakerofthefallen