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brent72 
2:42pm, December 26, 2008
In a very dark place right now. I just wish I could come up with a way to "go home" and still have the insurance pay Debbie. Maybe I just need to quit taking all my meds. Maybe that would cause my CAD to really block up. Maybe if I quit taking my BP meds my BP would go through the roof and I would have a massive stroke. ........Problem is I can't be sure that it would work......my luck I would just be a bigger burden. Maybe in a comma or just a vegitable.......that would not work........God please just call me home...............
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Sweetie what is going on that you are feeling so awful? Is it your health problems getting you so down? Are you just ranting or is this serious? Are you on good antidepressants? Talk to me. Love Rhea
tiredtiredtired
I hear you talking about that dark place you are in.
I want to say something but I don't want to patronize you.
I hope you know that you have a choice on how you
react. I know that you are tired of having a "red bottom" from sitting on your pity pot.
You are one step of turning this around.
Tons of hugs to you. Take as many hugs as you need. If you need a should to cry, imagine we are together, just put your head on my shoulder and cry and cry, till it's all cried out. Judi
Judibm
Hugs.
pcoon