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brent72 
2:42pm, December 26, 2008
Just can't seem to get myself out of this hole I seem to be in. Feel so useless. Watch Debbie go to work every morning while I just set here. Just am so tired of not being able to do anything. I know that there are so many people that are so much worse off. Somehow this just doesn't seem to make any difference anymore. I just feel like such a burden to her. She would be better off with the insurance money. If God would just come and take me home. I can't do it myself because the insurance would not pay up. Just have to weight for the time that God decides to come and get me. Just hope it is soon. Ready to go now. I know that I need to get out of this mood but I just can't seem to. Feel like I am sliding down a long ramp to nowhere.
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oh no. I don't like the idea of you giving up. You are here for her too you know. She really loves you and nothing else matters.You have to believe that. Keep your head up.
bbbb
I feel the same way - useless. But, you have your wife who loves you and you ARE NOT a burden. Sometimes when I'm feeling really down, it helps to get out and do something to try to divert your mind from the pain and depression. And I am here for you if you need to talk.
Dorothyofoz
You are such an encouragement to all of us, your friends! Useless? Not you by a long shot! Who went out to save his house a gillion times this last month. Shutters up, shutters down, shutters up, shutters down. Over and over. You mow regularly ,
I know you always beat me to it anymore! These are just a little handful of things I know about you. Plus chronic back pain and a whole slue of other problems healthwise.
Why do you think I asked you to change your avatar showing you a burden to your wife? Stop thinking that way. If she knew would she smack you upside the head? I bet she would. You are a good thoughtful man.Give yourself some credit, my friend! Love you always. You always pick up my spirits when I need it. Love Rhea
tiredtiredtired
Ditto, Rhea! You take care of yourself, Brent.
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