Journal Entry for November 6, 2009
I guess I have come to a point that I feel so bad about myself it hurts beyond anything I have ever had to endure. I was involved in a 2-year …
I am a DWM, 47, living in eastern North Carolina. I have 4-children. I hope the next few years will be better than the last.
I am a DWM, 47, living in eastern North Carolina. I have 4-children. I hope the next few years will be better than the last.
jll46sr gave daykris a little love 8:20pm
jll46sr wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: help 8:04pm
I just hope I can make it another day - I feel it closing in on me and I just want to give up -…
jll46sr wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 6, 2009 6:09pm
I guess I have come to a point that I feel so bad about myself it hurts beyond anything I have ever had…
I guess I have come to a point that I feel so bad about myself it hurts beyond anything I have ever had to endure. I was involved in a 2-year …
You can do it. I raised 5 kids alone. It was hard and life before that sucked big time too. The Glory is in making it to the other side full of joy and gratitude knowing where you came from. One day I was walking through the park thinking how a previous time I was there and wanted to die. But this day I was so elated. Happiness exuded me and I was so happy I found the strength to make it Just one more day for the sake of my children. But now I know the formula, "All Suffering is the resistance of reality." When I can accept my realities good or bad I can endure them with grace. On the mountain tops we celebrate but in the vallies is where transformation takes place. In the valley is where we can't but God can and we look back and see 2 sets of footprints in the sand.
Peace and Blessings on your journey. Here's a link to a video you might appreciate.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05-...
Peace and Blessings on your Journey~Vivian