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cewidder 
9:10pm, July 18, 2009
Today is a good day. i just slept a little weird. Matt came down for a while and hung out. I feel like we are getting closer and closer everyday. He is the only one I can really talk to. He wants to help me pay my bills but we both know our case manager woudlnt like that. Tomorrow our case manager is going to come see me and set up a budget and talk to me about staffing and setting up a PCP. Im not sure about one of my staff rt now. I got replacements if she quits because she has been going overboard on me. Wanting to get paid and I understand that but idk. Im just thankful for Matt because he loves me so much. Im on his computer. He is thinking about moving back in to my place. It's nice to come up here when I need a break from staffing and just chill out but I would love him to move back in. Things wouldnt be the same as they were when we tryd it before. I have changed as a person I wouldnt yell for him as much unless I really needed it or if he wanted to hlep me. i think tonight I will be at home at 2:11 instead of 1:10 to get outta there for a while. anyway thats it. again i apologize to my groups. I dont feel like going through all the topics and giving advice because I'm struggling myself and I want to keep that between Matt and I.
