Journal Entry for December 13, 2008
December 13, 2008 11:46am
Well today is my last day at idexx. its hard for a few reasons. i dont have any work to do but my manager doesnt want me to leave …
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ladycrimson 
10:14pm, February 11, 2009
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ladycrimson
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Not sure what to say. i'm a vet tech in Worthington Ohio. I have pets that live with me.
Not sure what to say. i'm a vet tech in Worthington Ohio. I have pets that live with me.
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hope the summer has been nice to you so far :)
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there's no such thing as too much good luck so here's some extra just for you, hope you are doing well *hugs*
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hope you're doing well and staying positive, your hair looks nice :)
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Close Bereavement
: Loss of a RelativeMy grandmother died July 9th. She was 82 years old. Shew was a very strong independent woman. I want to develop her strength. It was a little sudden. In May she broke her hip and had to be hospitalized. She then had diahhrea and went home because she wanted to live on her own. My father took care of her. He had to go away for a weekend. Her neighbors were looking after her. She fell and didnt want anyones help and then she died.
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- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I stayed most of the week with my family in michigan. That helped well. I had to work Saturday and i didnt want to but hey had a plant and card. That was helpful. Many of my friends and my boyfriend have full scheduals right now and be there as much as i want them to. Then again i want them around and then my feelings change and i dont want some around. Talking to my cousin sunshine helps her three month old daughter died so she is still grieving.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I try to count my blessings when i get angry all of a sudden. I want to focus on how i feel im being ignored by the world when really im not being ignored. I dont like being upset I dont like having negative thoughts. I want it all to go away.
- Writing Considering
- I know writing will help. I havent started yet but thinking about it.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- I did it at work when i went to the bathroom. It helps to calm the negative thoughts and get back to reality. I hav a big habit of blowing things up in my mind and make a mountain out of a mole hill.
Close Healthy Relationships
Ok im not happy to admit i need this but i do. It will be two years on August 2nd. My boyfriend has a four year old son and his life has changed alot over the past year that he gets really busy and we dont spend as much time together. I stress some times and get angry and make up horrible things then I find out how silly i was being and nothing between us has changed. My life is laid out easier so i dont understand and i love him.
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