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2deepthinker 
2:33am, October 8, 2009
To think that 95% of all my illness over the past 3 years has been from a drug is appalling to me. Sleeping all the time, flu-like everyday, horrendous sleep, terrible nightmares, massive anxiety attacks upon awakening, brain twangs, what I thought was psychotic, and whatever the hell else. All from risperdal.
Take away the risperdal and it is literally like a cloud has been lifted from me, the dark blackness gone.
Un-fucking believable.
Now, new doorways open as I was able to find out who would really be by my side. A myriad of things. I learned that Jerry from work would be there to help me out through all and that a once wife would not. Let your true colors come shining through...........
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We are constantly learning aren't we. I've been appalled by who my friends were not! And appreciative as new friends enter the scene. The ones I may never have given a chance to, had the old ones and family not let me down. And these psychotic drugs, well I know they help alot of people, but if our condition is mild enought to make it without them, i beleive that is the way to go.
I blame years of anti-depressents for my loss of mental clarity. I'm hoping it will come back. God luck and good luck. lol (the first started as a typo, but some say there are no mistakes. haha)
proudmary