Didn't quite work out
Ugh, I ended up bingeing lastnight I feel so icky today, but realize that I still have to keep fighting, what other choice do I have? It …
I am a 19 year old nursing student and I love my current job as a CNA/MA at the nursing home, the residents are so much fun! I have a wonderful boyfriend of almost 2 years. I currently live with my dad and little sister but hope to be moving out soon. I really enjoy spending time with my family, we all live in the same town so its fun to get together, and i also like doing things like going and getting my nails done with friends.
I am a 19 year old nursing student and I love my current job as a CNA/MA at the nursing home, the residents are so much fun! I have a wonderful boyfriend of almost 2 years. I currently live with my dad and little sister but hope to be moving out soon. I really enjoy spending time with my family, we all live in the same town so its fun to get together, and i also like doing things like going and getting my nails done with friends.
I love music, working out, and reading magazines when I have time.
I love music, working out, and reading magazines when I have time.
Ugh, I ended up bingeing lastnight I feel so icky today, but realize that I still have to keep fighting, what other choice do I have? It …
Well I made it! No binge/purge yesterday. I feel a little foolish when I feel accomplished after only one day. If I keep it up though hopefully …
I'm glad you had a good time last night. We had a good meal with my mom and sister. Hug!!!
Alright I just went to the counseling center on my college campus on friday as a walk-in and have an appt on monday.. so I guess thats a start. Thanks for the hug. How are you doing?
aww thank you so much, I work my ass off I really do. you are right I doubt anyone really thinks these things about me... I think Im just disappointed in myself... I will try harder to be proud of what I am doing...
Sending flowers to brighten your day. Hug!
I'm so sorry hun. Cry all you need to. I know it hurts. Years ago I had a very old cat put to sleep; I had had him for 18 years, and I cried for ages. A year ago my husband and I tried to adopt a stray cat, but he had feline leukemia and had to be put to sleep. I cried for weeks for him, because no one loved him or fed him until we found him. He died with a name and a full tummy. Take comfort in the fact that Gabby was loved all of her short life and did not die in pain. Hug!!
I have struggles with bulimia for the past 5-6 years and just within the last year have been taking steps toward recovery. I try to attend support groups and have a wonderful boyfriend and a few close friends that I can lean on for support but, as people living with an ed know, it is hard for anyone else to truly know what I am going through.
I really enjoy working out except get in slumps every once in a while when I can't stay motivated. I love to run especially but have a little trouble getting myself to do weight training.