Join Now
saint 
As the day comes closer the more worried I get. Since everything is difficult for me when it comes to my health, I get to have 2 biopsies done.
I dreading Sunday, Mother's Day. I'm missing my mom and my 2 kids dreadfully. I'll be with the ones still here and my grandkids but I'm missing the ones I can't be with yet.
Dealing with anxiety and depression. The only good thing that has come from all the worry and watching my diet because of the diabetes is that I've lost almost 20 pounds. Could stand to lose about 60 more. Seeing a shrink to help me out with the depression. That has gotten out of hand. Sometimes I wonder if there's any light at the end of the tunnel or a ladder to climb out of this hole, then I read the things the rest of you go through and know that I'm not alone. You all help more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes It's really hard to talk to my hubby about what I'm feeling. You all are always here for me even though you don't know me personally, you reach out and touch my heart.
Here's saying a prayer for all of you. MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS. Thank you all so much. Saint
I dreading Sunday, Mother's Day. I'm missing my mom and my 2 kids dreadfully. I'll be with the ones still here and my grandkids but I'm missing the ones I can't be with yet.
Dealing with anxiety and depression. The only good thing that has come from all the worry and watching my diet because of the diabetes is that I've lost almost 20 pounds. Could stand to lose about 60 more. Seeing a shrink to help me out with the depression. That has gotten out of hand. Sometimes I wonder if there's any light at the end of the tunnel or a ladder to climb out of this hole, then I read the things the rest of you go through and know that I'm not alone. You all help more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes It's really hard to talk to my hubby about what I'm feeling. You all are always here for me even though you don't know me personally, you reach out and touch my heart.
Here's saying a prayer for all of you. MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS. Thank you all so much. Saint
Comments
Sooo glad to hear from you again. Still struggling I see, but aren't we all. Life can get interesting whan you're trying to juggle all your own problems and still think of others. But you endure and that's the most that can be said of any of us. I hope things get better for you; it would be a refreshing change, wouldn't it?
unique
Dear Saint
I've not felt well enough to read journals for a while but I'm trying to catch up now. It's really hard to go through this while trying to be so brave for others when really your knees shake your heart trembles and you refrain from saying what you really feel because there's so much going on inside ya it's hard to define it and put it into words. If we actually speak it or write it we might sucumb to those feelings and lose this battle. So When those feelings come we must fight them with everything in us so the positive will rule our hearts and minds. If we intend to win we must contintue to trust and believe the best and leave the rest to God. You're so not alone. We are fighting this fight with you. Be blessed today and every day with unwavering faith.
Tweety1480