Join Now
saint 
How do I deal with this? Everything is crashing in on me. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to end all of this. But I know I won;t do that, it would hurt to many other people. They have fealt with enough grief as it is. Feeling sorry for myself I guess, but this feels like a mountian I just can't climb. This week is part of the scary week. I see my doctor on Mondsy and the surgeon on Fridsy. My husband tries but he really doesn't understand how frightened I am. He keeps saying things will be okay. I wish I could believe that in my heart. Sorry for all the self pity today.
Comments
That's what we're here for. You have valid worries and fears and if you can't tell us then who? Don't feel sorry about telling how you feel. In fact you should just let it all hang out. It would be better than bottleing up everything inside where it just makes matters worse. HUG!
unique