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As the day comes closer the more worried I get. Since everything is difficult for me when it comes to my health, I get to have 2 biopsies done.
I dreading Sunday, Mother's Day. I'm missing my mom and my 2 kids dreadfully. I'll be with the ones still here and my grandkids but I'm missing the ones I can't be with yet.
Dealing with anxiety and depression. The only good thing that has come from all the worry and watching my diet because of the diabetes is that I've lost almost 20 pounds. Could stand to lose about 60 more. Seeing a shrink to help me out with the depression. That has gotten out of hand. Sometimes I wonder if there's any light at the end of the tunnel or a ladder to climb out of this hole, then I read the things the rest of you go through and know that I'm not alone. You all help more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes It's really hard to talk to my hubby about what I'm feeling. You all are always here for me even though you don't know me personally, you reach out and touch my heart.
Here's saying a prayer for all of you. MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS. Thank you all so much. Saint
I dreading Sunday, Mother's Day. I'm missing my mom and my 2 kids dreadfully. I'll be with the ones still here and my grandkids but I'm missing the ones I can't be with yet.
Dealing with anxiety and depression. The only good thing that has come from all the worry and watching my diet because of the diabetes is that I've lost almost 20 pounds. Could stand to lose about 60 more. Seeing a shrink to help me out with the depression. That has gotten out of hand. Sometimes I wonder if there's any light at the end of the tunnel or a ladder to climb out of this hole, then I read the things the rest of you go through and know that I'm not alone. You all help more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes It's really hard to talk to my hubby about what I'm feeling. You all are always here for me even though you don't know me personally, you reach out and touch my heart.
Here's saying a prayer for all of you. MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS. Thank you all so much. Saint
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Haven't been here for awhile. Trying to get my head together. I had more test last Thursday, trying to locate these things so they can do the biopsy. Biopsy finally scheduled for the 16th and probably get the results the following Monday. Next week is a busy week for me. Regular doc on Monday, biopsy Wedensday, husband's hearing aid on Thursday, and my daughter has a procedure on Friday, then results for me on either Friday or the following Monday. Trying to think only good thoughts.
Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms!!!!!!!!
Not looking forward to Memorial Day, but need to change the flowers and do my rememberance thing. Releasing balloons again this year.
Keep me in your prayers and I'll keep all of you in mine. Bless you all. Saint
Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms!!!!!!!!
Not looking forward to Memorial Day, but need to change the flowers and do my rememberance thing. Releasing balloons again this year.
Keep me in your prayers and I'll keep all of you in mine. Bless you all. Saint
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Not hearing is bad, or maybe it's just me being bad. I was really worried about you. Hope you and yours are well.
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Thanks Saint for updating. I was concerned, very. I'm praying for you. Many good heartfelt thoughts come your way every day.
One day at a time. This is getting to be a theme in my life. Sometimes I wonder why I've been through all of this and still going through so much worry. I thought I was a strong person but I'm finding out I'm a big marshmellow. Sometimes My throat gets so tight, the words won't come out. It's even hard to write about this at times. I'm wondering if I can climb this mountain. I've learned to deal with emotional pain, but I'm a wimp when it comes to physical pain. This time it's combined. I think I have the diabetes under control, so no insulin, thank God. All of this is just so much all at once. After this is dealt with, there are other health issues to be dealt with. But like I said, one day at a time.
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If you meet life head on all there is for anyone, if they're honest with themselves, is one day at a time. Anything we come up against can be dealt with, just as you have done. There's other ways around mountains, they just take longer. You're strong or you wouldn't have made it this far. You still put your family first and, by writing, deal with your pain and anguish as best you can. No one can expect better than your best. You're fighting back! That's the best thing you can do.
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One day at a time is the only way to deal with life. If we deal with it any other way it can be overwhelming and consume us with fear. We can only handle the problems we face today and with God's help we will get through it. I don't like pain either. I've too much of it already in my life, I don't want anymore. But you and I must face what comes and be strong when we feel like falling apart. You will make it through this just as I will. You can do this. I know you can.
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Sooo glad to hear from you again. Still struggling I see, but aren't we all. Life can get interesting whan you're trying to juggle all your own problems and still think of others. But you endure and that's the most that can be said of any of us. I hope things get better for you; it would be a refreshing change, wouldn't it?
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Dear Saint
I've not felt well enough to read journals for a while but I'm trying to catch up now. It's really hard to go through this while trying to be so brave for others when really your knees shake your heart trembles and you refrain from saying what you really feel because there's so much going on inside ya it's hard to define it and put it into words. If we actually speak it or write it we might sucumb to those feelings and lose this battle. So When those feelings come we must fight them with everything in us so the positive will rule our hearts and minds. If we intend to win we must contintue to trust and believe the best and leave the rest to God. You're so not alone. We are fighting this fight with you. Be blessed today and every day with unwavering faith.
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