Good Fucking Bye
November 1, 2008 4:35pm
Im pushing away tears as i write this.
Im dying slowly, and fast at the same time.
Time moves so slow and fast at the same time.
I cant get a grip on my …
mindyobizneslady 
5:00am, February 4, 2009
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"And I open up like the back of a book I ruin everything with just a quick look And I settle down like a rocket explodes Hit the ground, but how far out who knows" You got a sign, so I paid the ransom You felt sorry, so I felt the wrath come Had a nice grip on my life 'til you twisted my arm.
"And I open up like the back of a book I ruin everything with just a quick look And I settle down like a rocket explodes Hit the ground, but how far out who knows" You got a sign, so I paid the ransom You felt sorry, so I felt the wrath come Had a nice grip on my life 'til you twisted my arm.
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im so tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here.
August 11, 2008 11:43pm
im tired of being alone.
I want my soul mate.
I want that connection.
I want to cuddle.
I want to kiss.
I dont care …
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so tired.
August 8, 2008 2:25pm
im just so tired of living. Everyday is a battle, so not worth fighting. I feel on edge, i feel lost, i feel insane, i feel hurt, and …
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SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU.
August 7, 2008 10:41pm
Im so fucking tired of my life.
When is it EVER going to fucking get better?
Im tired of living.
Im tired of everyones shit.
Im tired of the only fucking …
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My way of cooping, is pathetic.
August 3, 2008 1:46pm
So lately i cant handle much, so last night i drank myslef into oblivion, threw up alot, outside, then went to bed woke up with a insane …
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Close Adoption
My mother and father were hardcore drug addicts and use to beat us and such. So my whole life ive been in and out of DHS care. Then a couple years ago, a very nice woman took me in as her own.
Close Sexual Abuse
I was raped and melested when i was younger. Then i dated a man(or should i say pig) who used sex as a means of controlling me and belittling me.
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Open Anger Management
Ive always had a VERY bad temper. I learned from my parents anger answers everything
Open Bisexuality
Ive always liked girls, from the time i was little. It started when i was six, and i know i was just experimenting, but it was always more to me then that. I dated girls for a long time, till it got to much dealing with there BS and living a double life. Then i started to date guys, who just made it worse. Im stuck in between and cant seem to find a medium anywhere.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Ive just been diagnoised with bipolar this year. Im manic, and my Depression shines through the most. Ive always been put on three different medicines, today i start lamictal. Someone save me from this hell :(
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Open Asthma
I have asmtha and i smoke. Im writing my own death wish, but without the cigerattes, i would have committed suicide already. My asmth's really bad too, hopefully one day ill be responsible before its too late.
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Open Anxiety
My anxiety gets the best of me. IT eats away at me. I cant find any peace.
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- Zoloft Not Working
- Worst thing that EVER happened to me, was this medicine.
Open Bereavement
Where to start. Ive lsot everyone ive ever loved to death, or abondenment. Where do i begin to pick up the pieces?
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- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
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