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  • About Me

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    carpediem1

    Female, 18
    CT, USA
    Member since July 10, 2008

    • About Me

      I am very into school, I want only the best education mainly because my father and mother never had anything past a high school education.

      I am very into school, I want only the best education mainly because my father and mother never had anything past a high school education.

    • Interests

      I like to read and write mostly to get away which usually helps. I also have a lot of animals 5 rabbits and a dog so that keeps me busy. I love to help people and animals no matter what.

      I like to read and write mostly to get away which usually helps. I also have a lot of animals 5 rabbits

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  • Journal

    • I am doing pretty good....

      Mood February 7, 2009 5:03pm

              Alright I am doing alright so far.... My life is a little crazy lately because all the homework I havent …

    • I am writing to get more opinions....

      Mood January 13, 2009 6:36pm

      I have recently gone back to school, my mom is constantly bitching about having to get up and give me rides to school... but it's my education we …
    • My life recently, a short story.

      Mood January 3, 2009 12:36am

      I was writing to get some wisdom... from someone. I recently have been on my winter break from school.. so I went to my friend Jean's house for a …

    • I am engaged!!! :-)

      Mood November 30, 2008 8:44pm

      I am the happiest I have ever been in my life, mainly because I just got engaged!!! I know, I know I am really young... but we will wait until I am …
    • I have so much homework to do!

      Mood November 18, 2008 9:35am

      I am swamped with homework and I am not getting any of it done... I hate that I now live in manchester and I am going to an east hartford school, all …

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      sending out hugs to my friends... Hope your doing well and taking care...

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      From shdoug January 19

      Here is a big hug to hopefully make you realise people out there in the world somewhere are thinking about you and care about you a great deal. Continue to work through it and get better.

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      From c140cfi January 3

      Glad that helped. You do understand why this would be an otherwise toxic relationship, don't you?

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      From c140cfi December 13, 2008

      Did you already tie the knot?

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      From c140cfi December 13, 2008

      Did something go wrong in the relationship?

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  • Goals

  • Support Groups

    • Close Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

      I have two family members that committed suicide and also a friend, it did hurt for awhile but I learned to deal with it. One hung himself and the other overdosed. I was numb for awhile when my family told me I acted out and got into a lot of trouble. Now I just want support in what I am going through.

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      I did talk to awhile but then I got scared for some reason, and I stopped talking.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      It kinda worked but my family is really nosie and read everything I wrote.
    • Close Chronic Pain

      I am always in pain, and medication I use never actually work, headaches back pain and the list goes on. Ever since I was young I had headaches and pain everywhere it never stops, I get headaches 4 or 5 times per day and believe me it hurts.

      Treatments

      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      I used this medication a very long time ago, never really worked but it was usefull enough to take the pain away for awhile.
      Oxycodone Somewhat Helpful
      I tryed this for a couple of weeks and it was somwwhat helpful, that's all I have to say. It took my back apin away but that was it.
      Topamax Not Working
      I am taking this right now and it really doesn't work at all, actaully I have been taking this for 2 years to see a difference and nothing happened.
    • Open Rape

      I was about 8 years old and my uncle raped me for about three years, and threathened me that if I said anything I would be killed and my family, so I was too scared to say anything. Over three year this went on and finally I told one of my close friends and she told her mother. I am upset it happened but then again I am happy I went through all this court battles to get him in jail.

      Treatments

      Talking Considering
      I did try this, I didn't think it helped at all, but I am reconsidering because I think I want some help in my journey to heal myself.
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      I had gotten PTSD after my uncle raped me and my cousins committed suicide, I don't really believe it but I now in my heart it's true.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      I paint a lot to get out agression and them I usually throw out the pictures because I hate the pictures.
      Music Working / Worked
      I usually listen to music to get away and feel free.
      Reading Working / Worked
      I also read to get away, which usually helps.
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