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Journal Entry for September 15, 2008 Mood
Monday, September 15, 2008 | A Rambling story
Sept a5 2008 haven't been able to write much.... I get so sick.. muscle tone is gone... I was looking at my arms awhile ago no muscle tone left... my arms look so thin.... hard to stand up straight back hurts too much... have to stand alittle at atime... last year at this time I was working full time feelling good I thought... my personal goal for tommorow not to be sick to my  stomach... My little dog Beanie loves me... I',m so glad I have her she is a very real comfort to me, she and I are couch potatoes together...well lounge chair potatoes..thank you to all my friends here for their prays... May God bless you...forgive me for not answering right away  forgive me..
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  1. achankins

    Nanc I hope you are doing better. Just rest and enjoy lifes little pleasures. Like lounging with the pup. Hope you are btter. Prayers with you.

    Camille


    achankins

Journal Entry for August 27, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Aug 27 2008 I get so tired of being sick... I worked 10 years without  missing one day of work...funny isn't it how things change.. my labs have been so low Dr had to postpone chemo untill next week.. taking more antibotics the area around my port is inflamed...hope I don't get diarrhea this time... Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep... if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take... In Jesus name amen...So thankful for his love. Today I was thinking about Thanksgiving last year.. It wore me out to cook dinner that day I found it strange as to how I felt... looking back now I know.... Para protein level is cancer marker for MM in your blood the more protein the less there is of me...lol...Dr stated when I was first diagnosed I showed as 90% para protein that only left 10% for me.. how can that be an I still live? I've studied alot about Myeloma looking for an answer learned about the different blood counts the constant all over ache in my body caused by the MM ... how I can't breathe good if my hemoglobin is low because it carries the oxygen to my body.. and when I start to yawn alot it means my blood count is low and I need oxygen I don't even need a blood test to see if my hemoglobin is low I can feel it  I can't breathe...

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  1. susz

    You can do it.. I did. Just passed my 1 yr mark yesterday. Having all my tests redone to see where I'm at. Rather anxious about the outcome...
    Dear God wrap your loving arms around Nanc and give peace and understanding..In your name I pray ..Amen


    susz

  2. bluemoon29

    I love your new pic of your litle duckling. I love to hold a baby duckling...so soft, so sweet. I'm really sorry that you are sick. I have you on my prayer list. My brother says that he will begin his transplant for MM on Oct. 2 of this year. I feel blessed to know you. Sending love and strength to you...God bless you my friend.


    bluemoon29

  3. achankins

    Nancy
    Hi how are you doing today. Been reading up on everybody a little bit. Been sick myself the past week. Have a good day.


    achankins

  4. MAC22

    Hi Nancy! I hope you get some relief soon, I hope you feel better for this Thanksgiving. MM seems to have no regard for boundaries...I'm understanding more about my husband's constant pains from everyone's comments, especially yours today...I'm starting to understand this more.

    Please take care and be kind to yourself.
    Love
    Muriel
    xox


    MAC22

Journal Entry for August 11, 2008 Mood
Monday, August 11, 2008
aug, 11, 2008... They put the port in on Aug 5 2008 had chemo Doxil on Aug 6, 2008 the very next day!! boy was I still sore had chemo on Aug the 6, 7, 8... still so sick to my stomach... feel like dieingCry... thanks  to all who prayed for me!!!! Will try and talk when I can..
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  1. susz

    Saying an extra prayer for you...


    susz

  2. bluemoon29

    Sending gentle hugs your way. Please write when you feel up to it. XXXOOOO


    bluemoon29

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