When is it ok to die?
October 20, 2009 12:09am
Today was a horrible day. My big brother told me that he didn't want me in his life because I don't agree with the way he is living …
Goal Completed on Jul 30, 09
ladybug246978 
11:43am Wednesday
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About Me
ladybug246978
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About Me
I am a 25 year old woman suffering from Giant Cell Tumor that sits beneath the brain and on the optical nerves. I suffered for a year and 6 or so months of suicidial migraine headaches and finally Jan. 2009 the headache are far and few between. They now think that the tumor has shrunk as much as it is going to and they say there is no activity in it as of the point. Most appts. have slowed down to every 6 mths which is good since they are all 2 hours away. MRI'S are every 3 mths until my 2 year anniv. then it will go up to 4 mths. Dealing with the tumor is and will always be the hard part but I am slowly getting my life back at least most of it with regulations or limits. You will find I am a very positive person despite what I have been through. If you need a friend just ask me to be one I will be happy to be there for you.
I am a 25 year old woman suffering from Giant Cell Tumor that sits beneath the brain and on the optical nerves. I suffered for a year and 6 or so months of suicidial migraine headaches and finally Jan. 2009 the headache are far and few between. They now think that the tumor has shrunk as much as it is going to and they say there is no activity in it as of the point. Most appts. have slowed down to every 6 mths which is good since they are all 2 hours away. MRI'S are every 3 mths until my 2 year anniv.
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Interests
I love the outdoors when my health allows me to be out there. I love Scrapbooking, Photography, Sewing quilts, Playing with my adopted siblings, starting to like gardening a little everyday.
I love the outdoors when my health allows me to be out there. I love Scrapbooking, Photography, Sewing
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Recent Activity
Wednesday
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ladybug246978 changed their mood to OK 11:43am
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ladybug246978 updated their status 11:43am
trying to make it another great day…
November 15
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ladybug246978 changed their mood to Bad 9:22pm
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ladybug246978 changed their mood to Horrible 9:22pm
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ladybug246978 updated their status 9:22pm
Had an ok weekend. I will be unavailable all day Monday due to doctor appt....…
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Eye Appointment
September 16, 2009 9:06pm
Well I went yet again to my 6th month check up with my eye specialist and well it didn't go well at all. The 2 hour drive was full of …
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nervous
July 30, 2009 8:56pm
I am hoping I like these classes so I can have something to do in my life besides sit at home. I already enrolled just have to get there now. …
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whats new?
July 30, 2009 8:52pm
Well not a lot has changed for me. I got to ride one of those tubes that you pull behind a boat and besides the sunburn and the raw elbow I had …
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I am so sorry ladybug ! We are all here to support you, and you are not alone. I know that you are in my prayers tonight. Feel free to message me if you need to talk !
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Little Love
So glad that counseling is helping ! Do not dwell on what is in the past honey ! We are here for you. Please know that I am thinking of you and also praying for you...
Ray of Sunshine
I hope U can soon turn that frown upside down :) Glad your apt helped U feel better...I'm sure tomorrow will be even better yet!!
Chocolate
that's great you got something for the rash I hope the vinegar paste helps have a great weekend
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Chocolate
I hope it helps have a great weekend
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Support Groups
Close Brain / CNS Tumors
Type: OtherI am 24 years old with Giant Cell Tumor on Clivus Bone. Did radiation and can't get anymore to help me. Needing some help with dealing with all this pain that comes along with it.
Treatments
- Radiotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Did Cyberknife Radiation Treatments but can't do anymore
- Surgery, Brain Not Working
- Had surgery but grew back plus extra classified under aggressive tumor
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI suffer from a tumor in my head and it has caused clinical depression that meds don't help.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- It seems as though it doesn't have enough to make all my problems go away
- Effexor Not Working
- Made me severely sick.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I try it but it is very hard think positiive with the news I get in.
Open Narcolepsy
just been told I might have narcolepsy what the heck will they do if I have it?
Open Migraine Headaches
have tumor have to use lots of pain killers for headaches
Treatments
- Tylenol Not Working
- doesn't touch these pains
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Have pretty much no family support. Going through this tumor issue. Parents cuss me out all the time and I am suicidial because of the emotional abuse my parents do to me and have done for 25 years. How do I cope?
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- I have tried to do everything I can to help my parents who adopted 3 kids and now they can't take care of them and dumps them on me all the time. They don't want to mess with them so they send them here. I have no life since dignoised with tumor. I have tried to talk to my parents about the way they treat me (the cussing me , the walking away when I try and talk to them and much more) They have never treated me like their kid but adopts 3 more and pretty much hates themselves for doing it.
Open Addison's Disease
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Treatments
- Cortisol Working / Worked
- still getting tested to figure out why so low
