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Laura20 
1:24pm, October 25, 2009
How much stress/ pain can 1 take? Now I have to face the strong possibility that I will be forced into retirement.Still grieving loss of my health, chronic unrelenting pain, cant walk without limping & pain & the loss my beautiful cat Princess. I dont want another surgery. I wish I would just die. I already have chest pain & have developed high BP so I hope it ends soon. Every day brings more stress & misery. My body is slowly failing . I can feel it. I dont really want to die but feel thats were I am heading. I hope I am wrong but if i am not it was nice knowing people here. There are so many special people here. Wendy & Katie you are such wonderful friends.
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Laura,
I am so sorry you are going through this! I do not know whether or not your working days are numbered or if you'll just have to do something different. Try to be a little more positive though because you may be making it worse by telling yourself such negative stuff. (self-fulfilling prophesy.) Take it one day at a time and do not discount the positive occurrences that may enter your life when you least expect it.
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Psa 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
rogerledwards
((((Hugs)))) I am sorry that you are going through a hard time. Think positive and take things one day at a time. I know how overwhelming things can be.
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