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Laura20 
1:24pm, October 25, 2009
I am in such pain.Back Dr called it psychosomatic. ( Had operations, ulcer husbands cancer & chem & 2 kidney infections)How i wish he could go through this pain.Dr increased fent to 50 mg. I was pain free for 2 beautiful hoursn& then it started again. It was my daughters bd & told her to call if she feeded a ride. I drove her home @ 4 am . She said I wasnt driving right. It took me 2 hrs to get ready for bed. I was babbling according to husband. I had dizziness, numbness of arms & legs. I though I was having a stroke & asked her to call 911. Instead she called her older sister & Dr who wanted to know why I was missing patches. I later found them. I cant beleive she essentially called me a drud addict. I cant & dont want to live this way.I really cant take much more. Take care my friends I hope your life is better than mine:( I really am trying my best to hold on!
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did she apologize to you when you found your patches? can you get a better dr. who does not want to say it is all in your head/ It is hard enough when your dr pulls this crap, but when your family doubts you is the worse!! I am soo sorry you are going through all this. I hope your daughter can see things from your perspective. please try to stay positive, i tell you this and you are probably saying yeah right!! but the added stress does not help you. I was feeling well still am feeling worthless thinking my family would be better off without me thinking what is life when you can't even enjoy it. but then sommething litte happens and i realize it is all worth it. My little girl has her first teen age crush and wants to go to the movies with this boy. and i realized i want to be there when she gets married haw kids etc. I know how unbearable day to day life can be, but we are needed and loved and we need to take time for ourself to enjoy nature and the things we love about life to regroup and move forward. Please hang in there my thaughts are with you
koilover
Sorry you are in such pain. Sounds like your doctor is also a pain (in the ass). We, who live with daily pain, certainly understand what you are going through. I know that my oldest son thinks all my pain is psycosomatic. I've just about reached the point where I don't care what people think. Just try to hang in and hopefully things will get better. ((((HUGS))))
2stressed
you need a new dr
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