Laura20's Journal

It came from years of physical & emotional abuse. I know they didnt do it on purpose. I sure they were abused themselves. After all if your parents didnt love you you must be a awful person. But my friends I would have never made it this far without you! You guys get it. You understand & that has helped me more than you will ever know.I am working very hard to adjust my thinking & be a better person! Deep down I really am a good person & have helped many people.I am working & will continue to adjust my thinking & try to help people. Its just me I HATE! I am trying really hard.You my friends are the reason I am trying so hard.I love you all very much & you have restored my faith in humanity again!I have started my antidepressants & pain meds again. I cannot live in that kind of agony again.