Laura20's Journal

I can't do this anymore. There is a big yellow bruise where I fell & hurt myself . To protect my back I landed on my knees. Its hard to walk. I am tired of playing games w Dr who likes to give me the baby dose of med when she knows she had me on norco for 1 yr & am now tolerant. She limits me to 2 twice a day & won't increase the dose until next week. I am so tired of this pain. Nothing really helps anyhow.The pharmacy per her orders won't release them until I am completely out.I am going to take a bunch of sedatives just to sleep so I dont have to feel this way at least for a little while. I am so tired of being treated like someone who abusers them. I AM JUST IN PAIN. It just makes it so I can function without being in agony.I hate Drs & I dont know how much lomger I can do this.