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Laura20 
1:24pm, October 25, 2009
I can't deal with this pain & my inability to do anything cause it hurts. I have some nice drugs that I can sedate myself with. Would u believe the stupid nurse told me to take a walk I might feel better. I would If it didnt hurt so much to walk.The meds the drs are giving me are the lowest ii strenght & then she just ct me off the prevuios 1. I have been on 3 ad but decided she doesnt now what she is doing if she cant even manage the pain, I want my life back Or maybe not to wake up 1 day.
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I have not had wi-fi in a long time, but when I signed on tonight and read your call for help, my heart sank. You don't have to worry about what that nurse said. Tell her to take a long walk off a short pier. Laura, I feel terribly for you and your pain. Don't ever wish to not wake up the next day. I know you can get through whatever life dishes out. We all do in our own ways. I too deal with a lot of pain on a daily basis. The best thing is for you to pace yourself. Don't be so hard on yourself, and just take one day at a time. That is what I do. I hope you will feel better really soon. Depression surely does suck and I know it takes a lot out of you. I am with you in both depression and pain, and I totally understand. Please girl, keep your chin up, and tomorrow will hopefully be a better day. Love your friend, Selina
SelinaM
I, as well as other people, live in pain daily. You are not alone in your feelings or your depression. We can't get out life's back, we have to deal with our lives now. The present is all we have. Try to think of something other than ending your pain or not waking up one day.
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