AccidentallyAbused's Journal

SDS: Lust

I dream of burning flames

Your fingers can trail my arm

It would be all it takes

To overwhelm my soul

Or is it just my body’s reaction?

I cannot imagine feeling like this

But here it is, emotion of flame

Turn to you, kiss you deep

You knew what this thing was

Drag my body against yours

Clawing at each other’s clothes

Kisses trailing across the skin

Dark room, bare wall

Doesn’t matter to us

We are consumed with this sin

Lust

SDS: Gluttony

You grab the bottle

I take it from your hand

Your hand comes back and slaps me

I drop the bottle and it shatters

You curse at me, call me worthless

Go to the kitchen and grab two more bottles

Finish one then the other quickly

My frame sits shaking on the floor

The alcohol and glass before me

You stare at me, looking so much like my father

And you drink harder, drink more

Cannot face that you have an addiction

So you drink more and more

All your money goes to the drink

You refuse to see what you do to yourself and us

Gluttony

SDS: Greed

You grab my wrist and tug me back

I turn to face you, confused

You smile and kiss my cheek

Tug me down to sit with you

I look at my friends, shrug sadly

Trapped again with you

They shake their heads and leave

I look at you and form my argument

It dies when you pull me closer

I can’t believe you

Your avarice is so great

That you keep me from my friends

Then your avarice is so great

That you must touch me when I say no

Craving my body so much

That you do not care if I deny you

You must have your desires met

You must satisfy this sin

Greed

SDS: Sloth

Darkness.  Shadows.  Me alone.

Curled in the corner of my bed

Pressed against the wall

The sun creeps up

Another sleepless night

Thinking of you, not with me

Another tear falls from my dry eyes

I slide down to lay on my back

Pull the covers over my head

And let sleep come to me

Another day in bed

Doing nothing of import

I may be called lazy and that I do nothing

I do not care, I hurt too much

They do not understand my pain

My loneliness, overwhelming me

I lay here in this bed feeling sorry for myself

Sloth

SDS: Pride

Touch her face, smooth as the glass

I watch her stare and stare

Adjust a strand of hair

Redo her mascara

Touch up her lipstick

Finally I roll my eyes and leave

She will be ready when she’s done

When ever that is

She loves herself more than any other

Beautiful is her goal

Physical beauty to show the world

But her inner beauty is just as bad

So full of herself, so sure of herself

Thinks the world of her

Whenever she gets praise at all

She struts about like a peacock

Her vanity in her appearance is only mirrored

By her sin in everything she does

Pride

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