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  From CarrieDawn October 1

  So many people who don't understand how it feels to be in our positiion don't know what to do or say. I imagine your mom thought it would be a touching gesture as opposed to a reminder of the baby you should've had. Even though it's been 16 months since my 4th, and final, miscarriage, I still get hurt and offended by things people do and say. I'll never be completely over it but, like you, the miscarriage board is no longer for me. I'm over it as much as I"m going to be. I am no longer doing fertility treatments either so I don't feel like i fit in at the IF board either. That's why I never come here but to check for messages. It is a bit hard to watch all my DS friends on FB getting pregnant nad having babies. I am happy for them but at the same time it makes me wish it was me. I actually hada visit from AF for the first time 2 days ago since March 30. Guess it's good to know things are sort of working right again but I can't say that I've missed her. Feel free to message me on FB anytime. I'm thereall the time and will see it right away.
  Take care and know that you are not alone in this:)

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  From CarrieDawn September 12

  Well if you need to talk, feel free to contact me. It sounds like we're both going through the same thing. It is a sad realization but one that I know I have to face in order to move on. Some days I'm okay with it and other days I fall apart. Remember, I'm here if you need someone to go through it with:)

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  From CarrieDawn September 11

  I've given up on having a baby. It's obviously not going to happn. We asked our SIL if she would consider being a sirrogate for us as she has mentioned it on several occasions but her and my BIL are considering having baby #4. That was kind of our last hope. We considered adopting through foster care but there is just so so so much involved in getting approved. With my hubby's odd work hours, even the classes are almost impossible for us to get to. I think we have come to the end of our road:( How have you been?

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  From CarrieDawn May 14

  Hah hah! We're on the exact same schedule! I"m 2 weeks 3 days late today too! I haven't tested because I really don't think I'm pregnant at all although my nephrologist ran a bunch of tests this week for viruses, bacterial infections, and pregnancy so I'll find out for sure by early next week most likely. I'm expecting it to be negative so it shouldn't be too big of a letdown. I don't know what's going on but it's been nice to have zero bleeding in the last 6 weeks:) I hope all is well with you!

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  From tinkaboo May 9

  Oh goodness I too think I have found my DS soulmate. Thank you. I am so tired of having to be happy for everyone else because they are able to get pregnant and I am not. I would love to get to know you better too, my name is Beth.

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