Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
November 4, 2009 3:32pm
I love you darling, with all my heart.
I miss your smell, I miss your touch, I miss the sound of your voice.
I miss your kiss and the way you held me …
TheLeftHalf
2:10pm, August 11, 2009
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About Me
TheLeftHalf
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About Me
I am a mum of 4 (2 boys 2 girls) My eldest daughter was still born. I am very shy and have very few friends.
I am a mum of 4 (2 boys 2 girls) My eldest daughter was still born. I am very shy and have very few friends.
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Oh heck!
August 11, 2009 2:16pm
As it says .... its 17 months now and I still feel like crap.
I'm working hard so not to dwell on my sadness, but when I'm alone at night …
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Christmas
December 23, 2008 10:35am
Last Christmas I Gave You My Heart .....
This is my first Christmas without you. I love you baby. I miss you. I just want to …
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I have not abandoned you,,,you were my first friend here...still thinking of you...
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Not much from you of late. I hope that you are ok
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Have a wonderful day
Little Love
sending you some Love, I Pray all is Well in your Life. Take care and God Bless you and your family. Love, Cathy
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Happy New Year
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Close Bereavement
: Loss of a FriendI lost my closest, dearest, most precious friend only 3 months ago. I lost my sister to cancer 3 months before this. I have been feeling very, very sad and have even lost my job because I could not concentrate and focus on my work. My friend was my whole life. I turned to him for everything and he was helping me to come to terms with the loss of my sister, when suddenly and tragically he was taken from me, just like that.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I cry every day. Until it hurts.My head aches and my eyes ache, but I just cant stop.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- It helps when I listen to LOUD ROCK music, but then I go and listen to his favourite CD or something that reminds me of him and hell I'm bad again.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I have a dog and 2 cats. I find comfort when stroking them and cuddling them, they give such unconditional love. Love to go on long walks but the dog is getting too old to keep up. Walking alone just makes me think too much.
- Poetry Considering
- I write poetry - have done since I was a little girl, but at the moment I'm in such a deep dark place I've just lost interest.
- Prayer Not Working
- I pray for other people and hope that they find comfort, but I dont feel able to ask for me cos I'm so angry at God for taking him away from me.
- Remembering Not Working
- I will always remember - I can never forget. I visit the graveyard every week but I just want to dig a hole and climb in with him.
Close Depression
I have suffered with depression for the last 10 years
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- Not really a 'drug' type person. Trying alternatives first.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Reiki Working / Worked
- I have regular Reiki sessions. At first they didnt seem to help because I cannot relax so could not lie still but now they are definitely helping. I still cannot relax but I am slowly getting rid of a lot of emotional crap. Make sure you find a GOOD Reiki master tho. You need to drink lots of water after a treatment else you end up with a thumping headache!
