Update on being in Colorado
August 11, 2009 10:27pm
Alrighty so far things are going pretty good for the most part. Today was my frist day working, and honestly...it felt freaking amazing. I …
Lynx18 
5:17pm Tuesday
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About Me
Lynx18
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About Me
I just want to be secure in my life.
I just want to be secure in my life.
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Interests
I like to read, I read just about anything I can get my hands on. Fictional, non-fiction. I also write poetry, not very well, but its a way to vent.
I like to read, I read just about anything I can get my hands on. Fictional, non-fiction. I also write
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Journal
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Hugbook
Chicken Soup
Some chicken soup for your pipes ... I don't know, what else can go wrong huh?
Chocolate
Chocolate & hugs for you too. xoxo
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Hug
NOtice your orange face ... what's up hun?
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Hug
I'm doing ok. Had a chuckle at your status ... gotta love those girls.
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Thanks for your support on my journal. Feeling deflated now. Hope to rise up again soon.
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Photos
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Support Groups
Close Rape
I got raped 3 years ago. The guy didn't get charges pressed against him because there wasn't enough evidence and no witness's. It completely destroyed my world, and while yes it happened 3 years ago, every single day I struggle with it. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't feel so broken and damaged. It doesn't help any either that I have social anxiety disorder, and bi-polar disorder.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I was in therapy for about a year after I got raped. I really didn't trust my shrinks though. My first one I was there for about 8 months, and I didn't want to open up to her. After every session I just felt so mentally and emotionally drained. My next shrink after that, I just felt the same way so I gave up on going. None of it really seemed to help.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed with bi polar disorder/manic depression when I was 15. I've opted to not take any meds for it. I'm exploring working on it without drugs. I seem to do okay untill I get overwhelmed then it seems all control goes out the window.
