princessbrat's Journal

Parinoia has now set in,

How long till it will end.

How many times must i play this game?

its always the same in the end.

how many people do i have to trust?

before i had enough.

how many times do i drop my guard,

before the wall goes up forever?

So much to do

my brain wont shut up.

keeps saying to me,

you again fucked up.

what good am i to this earth?

why the hell was i even born.

Wish the end would just and take the pain away,

wish my dad had killed me instead.

waste of air that i breathe,

never done any good,

good for absolutly nothing.

Anger inside so harsh and cold,

not at the world

but at me.

failed everything i ever done

good for nothing.