Anger
November 6, 2008 6:14pm
I would like to say that I am angry at all the stuff that has been done to me. I have so much anger with in. But the truth is I am angry …
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zannatha 
11:13am, May 5, 2009
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venting
October 18, 2008 4:05pm
For all those who have hurt me your time with me is done. I am standing on my feet now, Suzann time has begun. For those who wish to see me low. It …
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daily
October 2, 2008 3:31pm
I am struggling daily lately. I have been doing EMDR and I have since been thrown into a flashback mode that will not end. I want …
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grrr
March 27, 2008 7:37pm
I am so freaking annoyed right now. Everybody is pissing me off. My boss is being a Jerk he was constantly working on his other job …
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i dont hate you! in fact i love you..and if anyone hates you they are dumbasses! they dont know wat they are missing!!! i luv u suzie!! :D xoxo--mal
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hang in there sweetie.one day at a time
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i have yahoo...surfergirl9163 is my SN. :)
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well i was really worried..i shouldve called you..im so sorry.
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Close Sexual Abuse
I have been sexually abuse since the age of 3. I am just now starting to deal with it. Why Does it have to be so hard?
Treatments
- EMDR Working / Worked
- I got through my first even in EMDR and it was amazing to get through that.. but it made way for other stuff to come. So now on to more EMDR
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have an amazing christian counselor who's name is Lori.. she has helped me through a lot...
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write poems... and journal... I find it a release...
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have been physically abuse as far back as I can remember. By many family memeber. My step dad was the worst. I was also a witness to a lot of physical abuse by the hands of my grandfather who beat anybody in his way.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- I am working my way through it with the help of an amazing counselor... She is the best.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write to get my feelings out... for an emotional release.
- EMDR Working / Worked
Open Depression
I have been extremely depressed lately... Sleep has become my best friend. I some times just find my self wanting to be commited so that I may be taken care of and get some real rest.
Treatments
- EMDR Working / Worked
- I have found that if given enough time it can help heal a lot.It can be truly amazing.i have been through my first event/feeling.When I got through thatit was a release.
- 5-HTP Working / Worked
- It is a vitamin that helps with the saratonin(sp) in the brian. I have found that it helps with sleep.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Again I have the most amazing counselor. God couldn't have put somebody better in my life.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I find that when I am truly praying from my heart it helps.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I found out this past year that all the things that have been happening lately in my life are due to PTSD. Fun right... NOT. Atleast I know now what it is so that i may start dealing with it.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- It helps in the short term to calm me down. I am not sure about the long term yet. I don't see how it could.
- EMDR Working / Worked
- It helps. I have started it. I got through one event. I am not sure when I can do my next though. Moneys a little tight.
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- if this means counseling. I am doing that. I have an amazing counselor. She is truly awesome. I feel as though she is more of a friend. I actually look forward to my appt
- EMDR Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
I am not happy I came to the realization that have an issue with self-injury. Not good. Like i didn't have enough on my plate. I am to ashames to talk about the things i have done. It is hard. I couldn't even say it out loud to my counselor.. who is amazing. What is wrong with me.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I have been in counseling for other things. We just started talking about self-injury. So I will let you know how it goes.
Open Anemia
Type: Vitamin B12 DeficiencyI have been B12 deficient for quite a few years now. I don't tend to take care of my self like i should on this end I fought to do my own inj. Now I am not doing them either. I feel like crap
Open Loneliness
I have always been kind of a loner. I can be in a room full of people and still feel so alone. I think it has a lot to do with the stuff going inside my head.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Its hard sometimes because the only one that knows all about me and truly cares in my counselor so it makes me feel even more lonely when I am not talking to her.
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