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PlagueAngel 
9:03pm, May 11, 2009
i think ill just go along in point form what has been happening in the last few months.
1. single mum-hood is hard, tiring and takes up so much time, but my boys are happy and healthy and doing very well progressing the way they should.
2. brodie started primary school this year (NO I DIDNT CRY lol) he loves it and is doing very well.
3. i moved house, i love my new house but still aspire to moving to the city as soon as i can.
4. my dad and my relationship is going so well, he seems to have alot more respect for me these days and we really enjoy each other.
5. unfortunately my best friend gave birth to her deceased child 2 days ago, which is incredibly sad, and im not sure how to help.
6. Sam and i have decided after alot of thought and talking that we are going to try to have a PROPER relationship and see a councillor etc.
7. due to this my mum has wiped me from her life. and i have decided to cease contact with my sister due to the fact that her venom and vengeful personality helped to cause this problem... deliberately.
8.i have been taking alot of photos and editing them and will post some soon if ppl wish to have a look.
9. my PC seems to be growing a thick layer of dust due to the fact that i hardly use it anymore.
10. i just ate WAY too many maltesers, and now i dont feel well. :P
11.i think i have run out of things to say... lucky you haha.
xoxox
miss you all
~A~
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PlagueAngel
You sure seem to have all tour different parts of your life in pretty much in order.
Mercy you make me fell exhacted just reading your journal! Good for you.
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hey...it sounds like loads of shit has gone down. i am sorry about things with your mom and sis. i am wary of the sam thing...but i really hope for your sake that he can keep himself straight for you. i know you love him and want the boys to have dad around. tight hugs hun! good to see you are ok.
bmoney
So glad to hear that you are doing OK!!
Will try and get in touch.
SO glad you have a dishwasher. LOVELY!! I was without one until new house got set! WOOHOO!!
Enjoy those wonderful blessings while they grow. It all goes very fast! :o)
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Hey Ainsley Sorry we lost touch there for awhile I am glad to hear things are improving for you some.
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