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RJE1987 
11:17pm, November 9, 2009
I'm being buried right now. Alive. Screaming out to the world. But no one is listening and no one cares. All of my frustrations are out to play at my wake. All the guilt, tears, and hurt. All there, naked and cold, for the world to see. But nobody cares. I don't matter at all. Everything I do turns to shit, and it never matters. Because I cannot live up to my own standards anymore. I want it to end, but I am afraid of what will happen. And again I know that no one cares about me. I just want out right now. I need help. And again no one is noticing. I am drowning out here, not waving to the shore. Soon I will be swallowed up by this. And no one will care.
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I care. Just reach out to others. They can help you build a boat to float.
Colorfulemo
Thanks. Some else mentioned reaching out as well. I'm trying it out slowly. But still thanks for posting. ^_^
RJE1987