Update
November 9, 2009 11:31pm
So school ends next Saturday for this semester. I am a bit nonplussed by it really. I’m just finding it harder to care about school. Not that I …
Goal Completed on Jan 24, 09
RJE1987 
11:17pm, November 9, 2009
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About Me
RJE1987
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About Me
I am a 22 year old person. I've got my share of problems, but I'm attempting to counterbalance the bad days with good ones.
I am a 22 year old person. I've got my share of problems, but I'm attempting to counterbalance the bad days with good ones.
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Interests
Everything. I'm like George the monkey. I'm just curious. :)
Everything. I'm like George the monkey. I'm just curious. :)
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Recent Activity
November 9
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RJE1987 gave kyliejack a high five 11:48pm
Thanks! Hope things are well on your end.…
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RJE1987 changed their mood to Good 11:45pm
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RJE1987 wrote a journal entry: Update 11:31pm
So school ends next Saturday for this semester. I am a bit nonplussed by it really. I’m just finding…
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RJE1987 gave no1mcallister a high five 11:18pm
Hi. Hi. How are you?…
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RJE1987 updated their status 11:17pm
Sorry, haven't been here in a while. I got tied up with school…
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Journal
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Nostalgic 2
September 19, 2009 7:08pm
*I'm finding more and more older poems that I wrote. Here is another one from about 5 years ago.
Please Listen
When I ask you to …
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Nostalgic
September 12, 2009 1:28am
I wrote this about 4 years ago, but forget about it until I was poking through my old journal. Now I am sharing it with you guys.
I AM
I …
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School (Again?!?)
September 6, 2009 5:09pm
Back in school again. Seems to be that I am going through this a lot lately. But I do enjoy learning, and I have find out that it does help with my …
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I Suppose...
August 7, 2009 11:07pm
I suppose this is the part of my life where everything is magically better. But the truth is murky. And that isn't the depression talking. The …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionWell I've depression for about 4 years now. But I suspect I've had for a lot longer. When I was 17, I tried to kill myself. Without going into to details, I did not. I ended up doing 2 weeks at a pysch ward near me. I also cut myself for a while, and would just yell and scream. But mostly my depression just deals with loneliness, intense guilt, self-esteem, uselessness, and suicidal thought from time to time.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I tried talk therapy for a while but after about 2 years it felt like both I and my doctor werent making any progress with each oth so Ive stopped going.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I like writing. I find to be a good way to vent my problems.
- Lexapro Not Working
- It made me feel worse. All of my problems got worse withing the 6 months I was on it.
Close Adoption
I was born on February 12th 1987, in Neptune NJ. I was born 3 month premature, and was adopted a few months after I was born. I have not met my birth parents, but am interested in getting info on them.
Open Loneliness
I have always felt extremely lonely. Even with friends or family.
Open Transgender
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