Hello I'm Davian (despite my name on the site which i cant change so o well) I'm a 16 year old gender-queer who loves sports...and girls... and math... and music... and books. I have a obsession with the colors black, red, and purple. I want to be either a tattoo artist or a pediatric surgeon when i am older. Other than that i play guitar and write a lot, you can catch me drawing in corners most of the time cause that's where i feel most comfortable. I already started my Tattoo portfolio it has about 10 drawings in it. Right now all i am focused on is me and my well being, I'm trying to get through life one step at a time.
Hello I'm Davian (despite my name on the site which i cant change so o well) I'm a 16 year old gender-queer who loves sports...and girls... and math... and music... and books. I have a obsession with the colors black, red, and purple. I want to be either a tattoo artist or a pediatric surgeon when i am older. Other than that i play guitar and write a lot, you can catch me drawing in corners most of the time cause that's where i feel most comfortable. I already started my Tattoo portfolio it has about
softball, volleyball, drawing, writing, lighting design (theater), cross country, track, skateboarding, guitar.
softball, volleyball, drawing, writing, lighting design (theater), cross country, track, skateboarding,
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so i came out to my gsa friends as genderqueer anyway all of them are okay (even though some of them…
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failing at life i cant seem to stop cutting again. :(…
October 6, 2009 12:00am
lost 2.5 pounds cutting out some junk food (its hard to cut them all out i run on sugar lol i think id go into shock if i didnt get any candy or soda …
August 22, 2009 10:39am
yeah so i go walking/running around for like 2-3 hours a day
i still eat the same
lost like 1 pound and a half
gonna start doing other stuff to
March 30, 2009 2:03am
i have finally learned to trust somebody completely
February 25, 2009 10:36pm
i dont know why i get so emotional and weak sometimes. all of this moth i have been going through about fifty different mood swings and i dont know …
Hope you are getting better. Get your exercise on. Don't give up on yourself; you are valuable.
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Krissy (FOUNDER)
hello there....
Thank you so much for joining the STRONGHOLD group it's very much appreciated. I hope all is well with you and that you have a wonderful day .
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christa
I remember how tough and cruel life can be when you're only 16 and gay.
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Im a gay teen in a religious family and it can be hard sometimes dealing with stuff like that. I use to be a cutter. I try to write and play my guitar but lately i cant write and my will to play has gone. my depression is slowly eating at my heart but i dont understand why im depressed anymore ill start feeling like i am going to cry for no reason. but then there are times when im energetic and have so much energy but i get ticked off easily and i cant think and all i can feel are these millions of thoughts racing threw my head at one time. I feel like im slowly going crazy and there is no way to stop it no way for me to be my normal self again.
I just came out to my christian mom and she says that its a sin. she said that i have to pray about it. every time i get a phone call from my friends who are also girls she tells me to tell them that if they want a girlfriend look somewhere else i dont get it. i dont wanna tell her i have a girlfriend. cause then im afraid she will disown me. cause she says i need to grow up and get married to a guy.
I'm genderqueer i have a feeling of not being either a girl or a guy its strange and sometimes a little bit confusing.
when i was 12 my step-father started to come into my rooms at night and do stuff to me. when i was about to turn 14 he stopped one day. i told my mom what happened one day after i got caught running away. it didnt help that she didnt believe me and even though she took me out of the house and stuff she doesnt believe me and it hurts to know that. she told my grandma that i was lying cause i was mad the police wanted to take up my case cause i had a good one i got scared and i didnt want 2 do it
