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2:49pm, August 1, 2009
Possibly back... I'm not sure yet however. This place brings back bad memories and weird feelings. Not the people mind you, just things that occurred while I was on here a lot. I will try though... so I am sorry that I dropped on the face of the earth for a few months. I am going to try this all again!
So just to update whoever decides to take time to read this, here are some things that have happened since I was on here last:
1. Elizabeth moved to Maine to live with me, things are going relatively well! We have our fights and such but we are both very happy (I think... i know I am)
2. School kicked my ASS! I just finished my spring semester and am starting my summer semester on monday! Im taking two classes and then I will be done and graduated! (yey go me!!)
3. I had a weird health scare that lasted about two weeks... I had horrible HORRIBLE pains on my right side. They first thought it was my appendix, but after 2 visits to the Urgent care, 1 visit to my general doctor, and 1 trip to the ER they decided it wasnt my appendix! Instead they think that a cist bursted on my enlarged right ovary. Well the pain is gone, hasnt come back, and I still dont really know what happened.
4. I am off my depression meds, my ADD meds, and i stopped going to see my Therapist and Psych... all seemed like a little too much i guess. I am concidering talking to my doctor to get back on a different type of depression/anxiety medication though.
5. I have gained back all the wonderful weight i lost due to my ADD drugs (damn)... lets just leave it at that
6. I am moving to California in less than two months with E, and because im graduating my mom and dad are cutting me off so I have to get a job, health insurance, and blah become an adult!
Uhhhh I think thats most of it... I cant think of anything else, besides no one will probably read this anyways! Kinda fun writing it out for myself though! I have changed so much since I stumbled upon this place over a year ago! Wow!!
Comments
Yes you HAVE come a long way sweety! So you all are moving back to CA huh? Cool! I miss Southern California :/
Glad to see you back hon...I hope you all stick around...and just remember relationships take a LOT of work, but if you love each other please try to keep the lines of communication open and work out all the problems.
{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}} to you both!
Kaino
I hope you stay...don't forget...if it wasn't for this site, you wouldn't have met E !! I also hope you haven't changed too much as i kinda liked you the way you were !!
Welcome to adulthood...i'm sure you will love it. ! and...what Kaino said about relationships ! Shakespeare said something similar.."The course of true love ne'er did run smooth" So be ready for the bumps.... and the joy.
Love you xoxo
Marigolds
Damn, no wonder you haven't been on. Been a little distracted! So sorry to hear about the cist or whatever it was.
iwonde
busy busy bee...glad to hear you and E are still together...that's wonderful news. it's hard to believe it's been a year since we met here. i miss you so much hon...so so much. looks like things are starting to fall into place for you, and that makes me so incredibly happy! i love you
leahanne
Its no wonder I havnt seen you in ages, thats a busy set of bullet points. the year has been good to you and you have come further than you were a year ago. I knew you had the strength in you. You just needed to believe
BazLazarus