Journal

Second week out of the way... had my first Bio test yesterday, didnt have a whole lot of time to study but i tried hard anyways! Next week is the last week of my econ class... and we have a party on our last day (since its an economy of food class we are all bringing in food)! I have started my qwest to become vegetarian... so far im doing pretty well... had some chicken last sunday, and put some chicken broth in a stir fry the other day but im not pissed at myself about it at all! Honestly i dont miss meat, its just i have some in my fridge i need to get rid of, and i dont have a lot so.... 

E and I are starting to plan our trip out to CA, my mom has said we can use her van and then we can tow my car, that way it will only cost us abou $300 and then whatever gas is... Im starting to pack a little this weekend... i have promised E that i will get rid of at least 2 bags of clothes which i am NOT happy about, but will be better for moving, plus i dont wear a lot of them anyways!

Possibly back... I'm not sure yet however. This place brings back bad memories and weird feelings. Not the people mind you, just things that occurred while I was on here a lot. I will try though... so I am sorry that I dropped on the face of the earth for a few months. I am going to try this all again!

So just to update whoever decides to take time to read this, here are some things that have happened since I was on here last:

1. Elizabeth moved to Maine to live with me, things are going relatively well! We have our fights and such but we are both very happy (I think... i know I am)

2. School kicked my ASS! I just finished my spring semester and am starting my summer semester on monday! Im taking two classes and then I will be done and graduated! (yey go me!!)

3. I had a weird health scare that lasted about two weeks... I had horrible HORRIBLE pains on my right side. They first thought it was my appendix, but after 2 visits to the Urgent care, 1 visit to my general doctor, and 1 trip to the ER they decided it wasnt my appendix! Instead they think that a cist bursted on my enlarged right ovary. Well the pain is gone, hasnt come back, and I still dont really know what happened.

4. I am off my depression meds, my ADD meds, and i stopped going to see my Therapist and Psych... all seemed like a little too much i guess. I am concidering talking to my doctor to get back on a different type of depression/anxiety medication though.

5. I have gained back all the wonderful weight i lost due to my ADD drugs (damn)... lets just leave it at that

6. I am moving to California in less than two months with E, and because im graduating my mom and dad are cutting me off so I have to get a job, health insurance, and blah become an adult!

Uhhhh I think thats most of it... I cant think of anything else, besides no one will probably read this anyways! Kinda fun writing it out for myself though! I have changed so much since I stumbled upon this place over a year ago! Wow!!