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usualsuspect
I must be losing it.....I can't remember writing my last entry. Every word is true but I just don't remember writing it down. My memory seems to be a little off for months now; perhaps its the psych meds, or the neuro meds, maybe the disease, or maybe my imagination.
I now have a physical therapist, an OT, a VNA and a social worker. I believe the the two forty min. sessions of exercises twice a day helps but its hard to see how much is wishful thinking because within an hour after exercises I'm back to square one. The thing is if I take the medicine and exercise my body sort of remembers the sensation of being non-stiff so the next time I enter into an exercise situation with the Sinemet on board I can almost improve or at least stay the same. Alas, between times I'm back to my usual crappy balance, stiffness and stooped posture.
In August I'm going to Minnesota. I almost have enough money for the trip and rent, etc. As usual money problems are holding me back. I cosigned a contract with a auto finance company. For various reasons (mainly the insurance company refused to pay in an accident involving the cosignee) I had to disolve the whole arrangement. Since I haven't driven more than twice in the past 2 years I gave up the car and also I couldn't afford the payments. I hadnt paid out anything in these past 20 months.
Anyway, the company hasnt really started harassing me. It will go into collections in a week. They can join the list. An attorney friend says (!!!) just keep telling them "NO"
"I haven't got it." (!!!!!?????) and that eventually they'll just go away. hmmmmmmm. The last thing I need for the next few months is a phone ringing at all hours. They want $5,000....................
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they'll go away. : ) been there. i'd just really be happy for u to make the move home. xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo loves
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