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Well the next day after my last entry i was admitted and had the worst hospital experience i could have imagined. I was completely isolated.. the …
well i'm a 25yrs old and married. I've managed to graduate college and get a wonderful job that i love working with kids. For the most part i try to love my life but obstacles keep getting in the way that make me despise it more and more each day. I somehow seem to keep everything hidden behind a mask that is so close to perfect, that sometimes i even forget it's there.
well i'm a 25yrs old and married. I've managed to graduate college and get a wonderful job that i love working with kids. For the most part i try to love my life but obstacles keep getting in the way that make me despise it more and more each day. I somehow seem to keep everything hidden behind a mask that is so close to perfect, that sometimes i even forget it's there.
Well the next day after my last entry i was admitted and had the worst hospital experience i could have imagined. I was completely isolated.. the …
Well last Monday i noticed a new abcess on the back of my thigh. I went to see the good ole doc on tuesday and she lanced it. I ended up back in …
I don't know if i'd call it insensitive or just plain ignorant to the fact that some people have problems dealing with certain things. My …
Well the idiot mananged to land himself in jail. Maybe this will be his wake up call. He goes to court tomorrow, i get off work early so i feel like …
Well tonights the fourth of july.. Earlier we were supposed to go to mom's for a cook out, with the agreement from the drunk that he would not …
Well i've fought with depression since childhood. My father passed when i was young from the result of alcohol abuse. I now have a great stepfather that is also an alcoholic. Most of the time i can do a great job hiding it and trying to forget the feelings are there, but some days it seems to overwhelm me and overtakes every simgle second of that day. I can't remember a day when i was truly happy.