Journal Entry for June 29, 2009
so far the lamictal seems to be working on my mood swings but I know it's too early to really say for sure. I do know my depression isn't as …
bipolar, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, I hope thats all i've been cursed with, but then I have found some wonderful people on ds
bipolar, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, I hope thats all i've been cursed with, but then I have found some wonderful people on ds
reading, bike riding, walking, whitewater rafting, sitting on the front porch watching the cars go by, harleys, strawberry shakes talking to friends at dailystrength.com
reading, bike riding, walking, whitewater rafting, sitting on the front porch watching the cars go by,
twopeople gave BUNNYFIG a ray of sunshine 8:49pm
I have two sisters but we have never been close, for some reason they have always resented me even though…
so far the lamictal seems to be working on my mood swings but I know it's too early to really say for sure. I do know my depression isn't as …
I have'nt written in a long time so here goes. made it thru father's day in one peice (he was my abuser and committed suicide) have had …
thats so sweet, beleive me if i hit lotto, im getting a rv and going cross country and of course help all my ds friends especially a little lady named lucy love ya. lots of hugs and hope you have a blessed day.turning in early its eleven forty five at night.tomorow have to get up early to get the kittys spayed. my two kittens. long story. good night my friend.
hi two people sorry i missed you this morning.boy when it rains it pours, im sorry to hear about ur brother. i keep him in my prayers. i envy you in a way,, not a bad way, cause you have a brother, i grew up with only my sis, and we never got alone. even now. we have disagreements.shes bipolar, and a big pain in the ass.i always hanged out with boys growing up. shes the mean one and im the nice one. oh i forgot to tell you the job fell. no job. it was to sell insurance. and you needed a license. he had no patient for that.anyway sending you big hugs. and thanks for the nice talk. im glad you still my friend. talk to you soon.
hi moose, its nice to hear from you. i havent wrote again they cut off my cable and then, a lot of stuff happened. i got the loan then we fell behind again my mom lend me money for aug rent now it november and i owe three months. my hubby went to a job interview. i hope he gets it. cause we are hanging in by a thread. hope life is better at you end.how are the kids? forgive me i need to catch up. well talk soon take care.
sorry to write back late.i ve been lost. i hope you and your family are well.i thank you so much for the kind and incouraging words. im still going thru stuff, but im here. i have to go to court on the ten of august. so i hope my letter of the one shot deal comes before that and that they accept my application for the grant. for back rent. if they deniie me im really going to lose it. but ill hang in there. take care my friend. ill be here tommorow god willing. .
lived in fear since age of 9, low self-esteem,sexually abused, father committed suicide in 2002, hospitalize for sucide thoughts. I just want to understand these disorders so i can get on with my life.
abused by father at age 9thru 14