Journal

Okay, Here's my sitch. 

I'm really angry, frustrated, and can't speak my mind. 

My Fiancee's sister, Tiffany, is taking our food and feeding her mouth and her 2 little girl's mouths with our food that we paid for.  Plus, they eat our snack food, our drinks, and have run our electric bill through the roof.  She doesn't discipline her kids, so when they get mad, that scream and yell, and hit and hurt one another and us.  We can't say anything becauseIf we do, she'll get in our face about it and tell us to calm down.  I have had enough and am about to scream at the top of my lungs at her to get the heck out.  I like it when she's only here for a little while, but being here all day makes me go crazy and angry at the same time.She just took all six steaks and cooked them all.  I was saving them for an candle lit dinner for two.  Well 3 of those.  I WANT HER OUT OF MY HOUSE AND OUT OF MY HAIR, NOW.  Of course, she's not here right now, so it's easier to release my anger this way.  ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Okay, Here's my sitch. 

I'm really angry, frustrated, and can't speak my mind. 

My Fiancee's sister, Tiffany, is taking our food and feeding her mouth and her 2 little girl's mouths with our food that we paid for.  Plus, they eat our snack food, our drinks, and have run our electric bill through the roof.  She doesn't discipline her kids, so when they get mad, that scream and yell, and hit and hurt one another and us.  We can't say anything becauseIf we do, she'll get in our face about it and tell us to calm down.  I have had enough and am about to scream at the top of my lungs at her to get the heck out.  I like it when she's only here for a little while, but being here all day makes me go crazy and angry at the same time.She just took all six steaks and cooked them all.  I was saving them for an candle lit dinner for two.  Well 3 of those.  I WANT HER OUT OF MY HOUSE AND OUT OF MY HAIR, NOW.  Of course, she's not here right now, so it's easier to release my anger this way.  ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Ok it goes like this:

I have been trying out a new church and  was loving it until this morning.  I recieved a phone call from a friend who was from my old church.  She called to see how I was and if I was coming back.  I am not sure where I want to go.  I feel that my place right now is with Carlus, but he says that I shouldn't choose because of him, that I should choose where I want to go baseed on how I feel at each and to pray about it.  The only thing is that I wouldn't have a ride to my old church without him, and he wants to go to the new church.  WHAT DO I DO?????  I am also frustrated, because on Wednesday nights the new church has a service.  I have been wanting to go, but can't due to the fact that I have no ride, can't drive, can't see to drive for that matter, and have no contacts at that church.