sheryl1953's Journal

well the high holy days have finally arrived. going to synagoge to pray for a good year and health. also to be enscribed in the book of life. a part of me found some comfort while another didn't. I'm still so conflicted. Praying to the almighty when i'm so sad all the time. I hoped this pain and loneliness would ease up but it seems to be constant. all the people at services ask how am I doing i give everyone the same answer I'm fine. Amazing they can't see the torchore in my face. well people see what they want and everyone is very wrapped up in their own problems. was I any different I think not. This pain is for me alone.